I was in wonderland for a while...trying to figure out what the heck happened between us last night...Damn it Anna! How could you possibly...I hit my fist against my head...I took a shower alongside the note and went to Kathy's house
We called Britney over to discuss the issue. Britney didn't really see it as a big deal...as usual...but Kathy kept asking follow-up questions and possible consequences. "First of all, did you guys use protection"?...Kathy asked...I answered..."urmm I guess, I don't know, I'm confused...I hope so".
I got so emotional and was full of regrets. I showed them the note but we couldn't recognise the handwriting. Our only suspect was Pearl, Dave's all time stalker...as she was madly in love with him. But how did I hear it as a thought last night...I echoed...
Britney advised me to call Dave...I agreed...I called and to my surprise he answered..."hello,baby girl"...There is something so extraordinary about his voice of which I can't pinpoint...how gentle, deep, protective and convincing it sounds. I always can't help but fall for it...
He asked how I was doing and I did as well..."urmm can we have a convo"? I asked...yeah,sure, he said
"Do you wanna talk about last night"? He said...yes,yes...I do..."Don't worry,
Anna...you're safe with me" he said
At least an iota of assurance there. Monday came and it was school time. I arrived just a few minutes before my class began but overheard his friends talking about us. I felt so stupid and less of a person...what was I thinking??? how did I just allow him...I sighed...
Later that day, Kathy, Britney and I decided to trace the handwriting on the note I received and to our surprise it was Jasmine...the class nerd! What the heck?! You've got to be kidding me!
At that moment, I just like fainting to escape reality.