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Chapter 37 - Chapter 39: The Dim-Lit Throne

[POV: Ren]

The door hissed open without sound, yet the chamber itself breathed with anticipation.

Light filtered down through a dome of shifting crystal, casting pale gold shadows across the floor of black obsidian. At the center stood the throne—tall, angular, untouched. A monument to dominion.

I hadn't entered this place in weeks.

And yet… nothing here had changed.

Except the air.

It was thicker.

Expectant.

I stepped forward. The echo of my footfalls stirred the chamber. The throne pulsed faintly at my approach—alive with presence. But I ignored it.

Because I was not alone.

They came, one by one.

Kaelira arrived first. Fire curling from her fingers, her bare shoulders alight with flickering embers. Her eyes glowed with longing and fury.

"You left us in silence," she said, voice sharp. "Again."

Nyxara appeared next, melting out of shadows at the chamber's edge, her violet tattoos flickering like starlight. "At least speak. Give us a reason to stop wondering if we were abandoned."

Selphira drifted down from above, her form ghosting into visibility like time unraveling. "The threads frayed in your absence."

Luneth stepped forward with a flicker of blue, scrolls orbiting her form like moons. "The empire maintained itself, but only barely. Even perfection decays when its maker forgets to look."

Virelya came last, barefoot and silent, vines trailing behind her. She knelt by my side before speaking, her voice softest of all.

"We missed you."

I looked at none of them.

My eyes remained fixed on the throne.

The one I never sat on.

The symbol of everything I had built—but never claimed.

They circled me slowly now, each holding a different kind of ache.

Kaelira's fury masked her desperation.

Nyxara's teasing eyes tried to read what wasn't said.

Selphira's lips parted with questions she dared not ask.

Luneth kept glancing at my hands—as if hoping for a gesture.

Virelya didn't move at all. Her stillness was pleading.

And yet, I said nothing.

Because I had nothing to give them.

My silence stretched too long.

Even they began to falter.

"Say something," Kaelira snapped.

"You're scaring them," Luneth murmured.

"Did something happen?" Virelya asked, her voice trembling now. "To you?"

My eyes finally moved.

I looked at them, one by one.

"I'm tired," I said.

They froze.

That wasn't the answer they expected.

Not from a sovereign.

Not from a god.

"You created a world," Selphira said softly. "You made us to hold it."

"I made you because I didn't want to hold it," I corrected. "Because I never wanted this. I just didn't want anyone else to have it."

Nyxara's smirk faded.

"You still don't sit on the throne," she whispered.

"Because it was never meant to be mine."

Virelya reached for my hand.

I didn't pull away.

She squeezed it gently.

"You can still rest," she said. "With us. We'll carry it."

I closed my eyes.

And for the first time in weeks… I considered the offer.

The silence that followed was no longer tense.

Just heavy.

And waiting.

Because even goddesses feared what I might say next.

I left the throne chamber without a word.

They followed, but not all at once.

They knew what it meant when I walked that path—down the corridor where light gave way to personal realms, where the empire bent to the will of its five sovereign cores.

Where they waited.

Where they burned.

Kaelira's Chamber – The Furnace of Devotion

She met me in fire.

Her room glowed red with molten light, stone walls pulsing like veins, heat wrapping around us like breath.

Kaelira stood atop the lava-steel dais, her armor cast aside, flames dancing over her skin like longing itself.

"I burn every time you vanish," she whispered, stepping close, her lips brushing my neck. "But I'll never let this fire die—not if it means I get to feel you like this."

I pulled her into the blaze.

She gasped, clawed at my back, moaned against my chest as heat melded our bodies together. Her legs wrapped around me. Her cries were fierce—like prayers shouted into the storm.

"I love you," she said, again and again, a mantra through flame.

But I said nothing.

Selphira's Chamber – The Stillness Between Seconds

She existed in starlight, suspended in time.

Selphira awaited me on a platform of glowing glass, draped in celestial silks that shimmered with constellations. The moment I stepped in, time fractured around us—slowed until my breath felt like thunder in a dream.

"You always return to me," she murmured, floating forward, her fingers grazing my cheek. "Maybe because with me… you don't have to rush."

Our bodies entwined slowly, rhythmically, as though we were dancing through centuries. Every gasp from her lips was stretched into eternity.

"I'll wait for your heart to catch up to your body," she whispered, clinging to me.

Still, I said nothing.

Nyxara's Chamber – The Garden of Illusions

Her realm shimmered with impossible mirrors, hundreds of Ren's reflected forms watching us as we met in the center of a field of violet smoke.

Nyxara smiled like a trick played on the gods. "Do you know how many versions of this I've dreamed?" she asked. "A thousand. But only this one is real."

She kissed me in riddles.

We collapsed into silk and shadow, limbs tangled, her laughter giving way to ragged, desperate whimpers. She bit my neck, traced my jaw with illusion-forged chains.

"Tell me you want me," she begged.

I didn't answer.

Only moved.

And it broke her a little more.

Luneth's Chamber – The Library of the Infinite

Scrolls floated like stars above her bed of runes, where she reclined with a tablet of forbidden knowledge across her lap. She looked up as I entered, startled—but pleased.

"You're here," Luneth said softly, lowering the tablet. "I thought the weight of everything had finally crushed you."

I undressed her with slow hands, removed each barrier like peeling secrets from pages. She trembled, her body too warm, too sensitive. When I touched her, the runes flared.

As we came together on the etched stone, her voice trembled more than her breath.

"You don't speak to us, but you choose us. That's enough, right? Please… let it be enough."

I said nothing.

But I stayed.

Virelya's Chamber – The Bloom Eternal

She waited by the waterfall of golden light, surrounded by singing flora that bloomed in time with her heartbeat.

She didn't speak at first.

Only knelt.

Her body pressed to mine like a plea, like worship.

We made love on the moss-covered altar beneath the bioluminescent vines. Her fingers threaded through mine. Her breath hitched in silence for a long time before she finally spoke.

"I just want to be beside you. Even if I never hear the words."

I didn't speak.

And she never asked me to again.

When I left the final chamber, the empire lay still once more.

They would rest.

Their love burned through them like a fever.

And I, their silent god, offered only presence.

Never heart.

Never words.

Because silence… was all I truly owned.

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