At the cemetery
I just stood there as they lowered her into the ground. None of this felt real to me.Yes mom was ill but I always thought she could recover. I always have hoped for her recovery but now that can't happen. After she was lowered into the ground resting peacefully in her coffin. The Pastor did what was probably routine to him and what I hoped I would never have to witness again or even lose a loved one again.
Mom didn't know many people and I only knew a select few. The people I did know I have distanced myself from them. After losing mom I have been extremely depressed and I don't want to talk to or even see anyone I know.
After the Pastor was finished, Since I was the only one there other than him I paid him what he was owed. The moment he left I couldn't take it anymore and fell to my knees with my face in my hands sobbing.
"Why?Why did you have to leave me like this all of a sudden mom? I wish you could have been a live long enough to see me start dating at some point and eventually get married. I wish you you were alive long enough for you to be a grandma. I don't get it... Why? Why did you fall ill the moment he left? Why does it seem like this is that bastards fault? No, it is that bastards fault. I don't know what he did but i will make him pay."
" I will make you pay you son of a bitch!" I screamed into the sky, tears falling down my cheeks. While I was screaming a surge of strength welled up inside of me.
" You hear me you son f a bitch i will make you pay!!!" I screamed but it came out more like a roar of a beast. I was screaming to no one in that vicinity but only I knew who it was directed towards.
Just when I was starting to gather myself a voice from an unknown man spoke. "Quite the remarkable aura you have beast." When I turned around I saw a man with blonde hair and blue eyes with a muscular build staring at me like I was prey, While next to him was a back hair blue eye beauty that was drop dead gorgeous even if you just payed attention to her facial features from her plump kissable lips to her thin nose and chiseled eyebrows. She looked truly gorgeous to the point I thought she was a goddess. On top of just her face being enough to make a man a nervous mess her curves were fantastic. She had what looked to be D Cup breasts and a very enticing voluptuous ass. She was gorgeous and she knew it her posture screamed confidence.
When she noticed I was staring at her, she gave me a look of disgust "Eww the filthy beast contaminated me with it's eyes" she said in an overly dramatic tone.