You know, sometimes the subconscious is wilder than any fantasy novel. Just recently, I had this vivid dream – a real-life GTA, somehow. I was trying to get a two-star wanted level (don't ask), then suddenly I was in a humble house with a weird deformed rabbit in the yard and a secret tunnel. And then, as dreams do, it ended with an old woman, like Master Roshi's sister from Dragon Ball but, you know, human-looking. She was smoking, laughing, and giving me life advice, telling me to "confirm what I'd sent," like she knew everything. She felt like someone who'd seen it all, a survivor with a story etched into every wrinkle. It's funny how the mind processes things, especially when you're feeling a bit under the weather. Our brains are weird, aren't they? Dreams are so much more visceral than active fantasies sometimes; that deep, primal fear of being naked at school hits harder than any monster. I wish I remembered more, but the mind has its own filters.
Speaking of stories and filters, I write horror. But if you've noticed, I try to make it readable. I'm not trying to make you lose sleep or give you nightmares. The most intense terror, to me, isn't the one that makes you throw the book away, but the one that keeps you glued to the page, just a little unnerved, but still enjoying the ride. I always aim for something different, something original.
My journey here isn't about chasing popularity or contracts. That's just not my thing. I'm going the "hardcore" route, publishing at my own pace, without any fancy promotions or spamming recommendations. If you click on my books by accident, or out of boredom, and you read a chapter or two, and maybe, just maybe, it sticks with you a little bit, then I'm happy.
I get the whole "fans will consume the product" thing. But honestly, I also know that money isn't always easy to come by for everyone, especially younger readers who rely on their parents, or even adults who are just starting out and have basic needs to cover. Using PayPal or other payment methods can be a real psychological barrier for some – not because they can't afford it, but because they deal mostly in cash, or they're just not comfortable with online transactions for entertainment. So, why sign a contract if it means putting chapters behind a paywall?
My goal is simple: when you read my stories, whether by accidental click or genuine curiosity, I want you to know that a novice author is creating something for the sheer joy of it, with no strings attached. You don't have to pay to unlock anything. Of course, when you get serious about novel writing, who doesn't like a bit of extra cash? But are those paid chapters truly worth it? Sometimes you hit a gem, but often it's just filler from someone rushing to meet a deadline or playing suspense games with their readers.
I just want my stories to feel fresh. To create novels, you've got to be deep into the genre – be it Chinese webnovels, English ones, or any popular story in mecha, isekai, sci-fi, magic, romance, adventure, action. Anime, manga, doujinshi – it all feeds into it. My logic doesn't come out of nowhere; I'm a reader too. I see what's out there, even the translated Chinese and Korean sites. And yeah, it's wild how countries like China have their own walled gardens for content to avoid surveillance, with their own apps like WeChat and QQ. It's curious, too, how even major companies like Facebook, Google, and Microsoft, giants of Silicon Valley, have to answer to governments, including the U.S. Senate. It's no secret that some entities are tasked with safeguarding vast amounts of data, even from powerful tech companies. It makes you think about all those social networks we use daily, sharing so much of ourselves, yet we rarely stop to consider the sheer scale of information being collected, processed, and stored. In a world without traditional "walls," information is everything, and its privacy is a complex dance we all participate in, often unknowingly, as we just try to live our day-to-day lives.
Anyway, I'll keep trying to make something good, without worrying about payments or anything like that. That's just not me. Just click, read a bit, leave if you want, or just read randomly whenever. I'm just a normal person who writes for enjoyment.
On a lighter note, if my stories ever give you nightmares, just remember: it's probably just your brain trying to tell you that you've eaten too much cheese before bed. Or maybe it's just practicing for its next bizarre dream sequence!
I'll be publishing daily chapters for this comedy story, and I'll keep working on my other series. You know, I have a wide range of tastes. There's a certain thrill in exploring the darker, forbidden corners of pleasure, like vore or netorare (NTR) – it's a silent fascination, a reflection of the more primal desires in a world often dominated by pride. But that doesn't mean I can't write normal love stories or MCs with traditional harems; I'm just not one to submit to what's considered "normal." I don't believe in hiding my various interests here on Webnovel. The truth is, NTR content is abundant globally, so I see it as a quiet pleasure, a part of a diverse landscape. If you ever stumble upon my other novels, even the ones with those "embarrassing fetishes" like netorare or cuckold MCs, don't feel uncomfortable. You can always stick to the normal love stories or other genres if that's your preference. I read widely, including very "normal" stories, but there's an undeniable passion in exploring the spicy, the forbidden. I won't let myself be swayed by others' opinions. That's all, and thank you, if anyone ever reads this message.