XAVIER
I knew I was supposed to stay on my own for the time being, at least until the marriage was settled, but I could not bring myself to. I found myself thinking about Nylah.
That scene at the bonfire night never left my mind. I know I am not supposed to think of such dirty things when she is in distress, but the liquid made her dress cling to her skin, and it outlines her perky breasts.
I almost lost shit when I saw that she did not put on a bra, but I had to keep things together and send her away before other males would notice.
I have been taking a lot of lessons from Brian, and by now, the implications of what my becoming close with Nylah would do was at the front of my mind. But still, this sick urge to have her again was making me lose my mind.
I had finished two bottles of strong liquor without even realizing it, and as much as I wanted it to numb my sick thoughts, it fueled it.
'Fuck!' I rubbed my face with my palm.
