I tossed and turned repeatedly.
This new bed was softer but unfamiliar so I was finding it hard to let myself sleep.
I got on my feet and turned on the TV. I flipped through Netflix absentmindedly searching for a movie to watch.
I tried so hard to fight the thoughts of his kiss away from my mind.
I did not want that picture replaying itself in my memories. It felt like the more he kissed me, the more I lost my senses. This was what too much of being around a person could cause.
Now that I had calmed down, I figured this separation was not so much of a bad idea after all.
But then did it mean sex would be the only thing that would let us be in the same space, asides attending events?
This was crazy.
I needed to fully detach from Jace emotionally and just focus on what I needed to do. I was letting my emotions cloud my senses like I did today. I did not want it to repeat itself.
Maybe I would consider apologizing for snapping at him the way I did.
