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Chapter 21 - 20~ Amalia's Burden

Sometimes the ones who should hold us closest become the architects of our silence and sorrow.

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Morning light filtered softly through pale curtains, casting gentle ribbons of gold across the worn wooden floor. The quiet hum of the waking world slipped through cracked windows, bringing with it the scent of damp earth and blooming jasmine. In the stillness, time felt fragile, poised between yesterday's shadows and the uncertain promise of the day ahead.

The air was soft, though the weight pressing on Amalia's chest felt heavy. The car ride to her parents' house had been uneventful, but each mile seemed to tighten the knot in her stomach. It had been months since she last came. She told herself she was ready, that two days under their roof could pass without argument, that they could sit at the same table without reopening old wounds. She wanted to believe it.

The familiar gate creaked open beneath her hand. The garden was still tended with the same precision as her childhood, every hedge trimmed to order, every flower obediently facing the sun. Nothing here had changed, except her.

Her parents had raised her as their only child, their pride and their project. Discipline had been their language, faith their law. They had given her rules in place of freedom, tradition in place of choice, and expected her to inherit their vision of a dignified life. But Amalia had walked another road. She had chosen the palettes and powders of her makeup kit over the respectable career they had imagined. To them, it was frivolous work, a waste of her potential.

Still, she smiled when her mother opened the door.

The woman stood framed in the doorway, the same tall, willowy figure Amalia had always known, dressed in a pale blouse buttoned high to the collar. Her dark hair, streaked with silver, was drawn back into a severe bun, every strand obedient. There was no softness in her posture; even her welcome felt like a formality, a performance of duty rather than warmth. Her gaze swept over Amalia quickly, as though checking for signs of a life she might disapprove of. The faint scent of lavender water clung to her, mixed with the sharper notes of starch and polished wood.

The brunette stepped into the familiar hallway with its polished floors and framed portraits that watched her like silent judges. She had come with the fragile hope that this weekend would be different.

The living room was softly illuminated by gentle daylight filtering through sheer curtains, casting delicate patterns over the familiar furniture. The quiet hum of the neighborhood drifted in through the open window, a stark contrast to the tension quietly gathering inside.

Amalia settled into the worn armchair, the fabric still carrying the faint scent of her childhood. Her parents occupied the room, each settled in their usual spots, her mother near the doorway, composed and watchful, her father seated opposite, his hands folded in his lap.

After a moment's silence, her father cleared his throat. His voice was calm but carried the weight of unspoken frustrations.

🍂 "You've been away for a long time. It's been months since you last came home."

Amalia met his gaze steadily, choosing her words with care.

🌹 "I needed space."

Her father's eyes narrowed slightly, a quiet edge creeping into his voice.

🍂 "Space or silence? You could have called, at least."

Before she could answer, her mother stepped forward, her tone soft but measured.

🍁 "We understand you have your life, Amalia. It's just... we worry. It's hard when you disappear like this."

She paused, glancing at her husband, then back at their daughter.

🍁 "But you've just arrived. Let's not turn this into a storm before the weekend even begins."

The room fell silent once more, the fragile truce hanging between them like a thread waiting to snap.

The day unfolded with a quiet that felt almost unnatural. It was calm, too calm. Amalia spoke little, each word feeling weighed down by an invisible awkwardness. She felt a strange discomfort in the presence of her own parents, as if the distance between them ran far deeper than she had imagined.

Her mother made gentle attempts to bridge the silence, searching for safe topics, fragments of conversation to fill the growing void. But the brunette's responses were automatic, hollow echoes rather than genuine exchanges. The space between them stretched, wide and silent, filled with everything left unsaid.

The ticking of the old clock on the mantelpiece seemed louder than usual, marking the passage of time in a room suspended between memory and present unease. Outside, the familiar chirping of birds and the soft rustling of leaves clashed with the tension that sat heavily inside the walls.

Amalia caught herself watching her parents, her mother's hands folded neatly in her lap, the slight tightening around her father's jaw and realized how much had changed, how much remained unspoken. She wanted to reach out, to fill the silence with something warm and easy, but the words wouldn't come. Instead, the quiet swallowed her, making her feel smaller, distant, and lost even in this house she once called home.

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As evening slipped softly into the room, the light faded from the windows and the house settled into a muted hush. The air thickened with the weight of unspoken words as the family gathered around the table.

Dinner was served, the familiar clink of plates and cutlery cutting through the silence like a fragile thread. The meal itself was simple, yet beneath its ordinary surface lay a gathering storm, waiting to break.

Amalia sat between her parents, their eyes flickering with restrained emotion. The space between them seemed to contract and expand with every measured breath.

Her father cleared his throat, breaking the fragile calm.

🍂 "So, Amalia... do you have someone in your life?"

The question hung in the air, sharp and deliberate. The brunette felt the weight of their scrutiny settle over her like a cold shroud. She met their gazes evenly, her voice steady yet guarded.

🌹 "I'm seeing someone. It's nothing serious."

Her mother's eyes widened imperceptibly, the flicker of something unreadable passing through them, a flash of disbelief that tightened her lips. Her father's expression tightened as well, his jaw working with a tension that barely contained his shock.

🍂 "And... is he a good person?"

Her dad pressed, each word heavy with expectation and hope.

She hesitated for a breath, then answered quietly.

🌹"She's a woman."

The room seemed to shrink in an instant, the silence that followed deafening, thick and suffocating, like the air had been sucked from their lungs.

Her mother's lips pressed into a thin, brittle line, trembling ever so slightly as if holding back a storm. Her hands clenched the napkin until the fabric creased and twisted, knuckles stark white against the delicate cloth. Her eyes flickered wildly, darting away from Amalia's steady gaze, as though trying to escape the unbearable truth that shattered every hope she had held. A tremor passed through her shoulders, a silent admission of heartbreak and disbelief too profound for words.

Her father's face drained of color, the blood seeming to retreat like a tide from a shore laid bare. Deep lines of shock and confusion carved themselves across his forehead and around his tight lips. His breath hitched, shallow and uneven, each intake a struggle to grasp the reality before him. His hands trembled slightly on the edge of the table, fingers curling and uncurling as if wrestling with the rage and sorrow twisting inside him.

For a long moment, he stared, as if hoping the words had been a cruel trick of the light, something to be dismissed with a blink. But the weight of the truth settled heavily, and finally, with a voice breaking under the strain, he forced the words out, sharp and trembling, like shards of glass cutting through the quiet:

🍂 "God… what have we done? What did we fail to see?"

His hands clenched into fists on the table, knuckles white, as if holding himself back from unleashing the storm within. The room held its breath.

🍂 "We gave birth to a monster. Not a daughter."

Amalia's breath caught. She had known this moment would come, but nothing could prepare her for the venom in their voices, the weight of their rejection.

🍂 "You think you can live this life without consequences? You're a sinner Amalia. A disgrace to this family."

Her mother's eyes flashed with harsh fire, voice trembling with anger and pain.

🍁"We raised you better than this. This... this abomination."

Amalia stood, the weight of their hatred pressing down on her like iron chains.

🌹"I didn't hide anything from you. I told you who I am. If that's a sin in your eyes, then so be it."

The room cracked with fury, the fragile veil of civility shattered by words soaked in fear and rejection.

Her father's voice grew louder, harsher, years of disappointment twisting into cruelty.

🍂 "You're a curse on this family. Everyone will whisper about the daughter who turned her back on God and decency. You're poison, Amalia."

Her mother's hand trembled as she pointed a shaking finger at her.

🍁 "Do you think we don't pray for you? For your soul to be saved from this darkness? But you reject us, reject everything we believe in. You bring shame upon us all."

Tears burned behind Amalia's eyes, but she fought them down, refusing to give them the satisfaction of seeing her broken.

🌹 "You don't know me. You don't know what I've lived through."

She whispered, voice cracking.

Her father sneered mercilessly.

🍂 "Don't speak to me of pain. Your pain is nothing compared to the disgrace you bring. You're the devil's child, a blight that should have been cleansed long ago."

Her dad's voice lowered, venom laced with desperation.

🍂 "If you ever come back here wearing that filth again, don't expect a place at this table. You are not welcome."

The room spun around Amalia, the walls closing in as if the very air sought to crush her beneath its weight. Each word from her parents struck like a hammer against fragile glass, shattering the last shards of hope she had clung to. The love she had once believed possible, the bond of family...crumbled into dust at her feet.

Her chest tightened with a fierce ache, a suffocating heaviness that pressed down on her ribs and stole her breath. Tears welled up, unbidden and fierce, burning trails down her cheeks like wildfire. They spilled freely now, hot and raw, carving paths of grief and loss she could no longer contain.

Her hands trembled as she pushed herself to her feet, every step toward the door an agonizing farewell to the past she had known. The familiar walls blurred around her, echoes of harsh words and bitter silence trailing in her wake like shadows.

Without a backward glance, without a single word to soften the fracture, she took her stuff and fled away from the room, away from the house, away from the only home she had ever known.

Behind her, the air hung heavy with the ghosts of hate and heartbreak, the silence left behind a cruel testament to what had been lost.

She slid into her car, the door shutting behind her with a final, hollow thud, as if sealing away what little warmth remained. The engine sputtered to life, but its steady drone was powerless against the tempest raging inside her chest.

Her hands gripped the steering wheel with trembling desperation, knuckles ghost-white against the worn leather. Tears blurred her vision, spilling down like acid rain, burning trails of sorrow and rage she couldn't hold back.

The venomous words from her parents echoed endlessly in her mind. Each syllable tore at her, ripping through the fragile fabric of her soul, leaving ragged wounds that throbbed with unbearable pain.

She tried to steady herself, to focus on the road ahead, but the world tilted violently beneath her. Shadows clawed at the edges of her sight, and a tightening knot gripped her throat, suffocating her breath.

Her heart hammered wildly, a frantic drumbeat of panic and heartbreak. With shaking hands, she eased the car to the shoulder, the tires grinding softly against loose gravel. The engine's hum faded into a suffocating silence that pressed down on her like a suffocating weight. Her body slumped forward, head buried in her hands.

Her own parents, those who should have been her sanctuary, had turned into tormentors. They stripped away her very humanity with cruel words, branding her a curse, a monster, an outcast. The rejection wasn't just a wound; it was an obliteration of everything she thought she was.

The betrayal cut deeper than any blade, carving out hollows of loneliness and despair where hope once lived.

Alone on the roadside, swallowed by the creeping dusk and the cold night air, she wept, not just for the girl they condemned, but for the family she had lost, the home that had become a prison of pain and broken dreams.

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