Ian:
There were entries after entries, but among them was something I could not look away from. It was one specific thing repeated nonstop. In my father's exact words, it was this:
'My father made a mistake. He acted too soon and killed, thinking he had killed the bad one. Little did he know, the bad one got to live.
But I carried this burden. I wanted to do something so their sacrifice would not be wasted.
All my life, I tried to do good things, but there were moments when my flaws came out.
One of them was when I made the deal about the academy.
Even when I tried my best to be a better version of myself, or to make everyone proud of me, I could not stop myself from letting a few people die here and there. I told myself it was because anger filled my veins over what they did to my wife, but the truth was that I was a flawed individual.
