I was siting in my Dao Daddy's lap and looking inside his white eyes with black grids.I have curious and excited expressions, my eyes getting bigger and shining.I wanna know what candy I will get hehe.
He looked into my eyes with calm smile, and his grids in his eyes got little bigger.Eh, did he like my big eyes?I was thinking as he said,
"Let's answer how we got here and question about our many separate selves. Hmm… Let's start from Earth."
"On Earth, we were only one self in a human fragile body. Our brain can handle the burnout everyday with our multidimensional thinking and with many many subconscious calculation per second, right?"
I nodded fastly,"Yes! It was like this."
He smiled and said,"When we died, you and reborn—I will call it that, because most of us was unlike you. But before rebirth, our consciousness splitted. I don't know how, but maybe it's that consciousness-eating beast called Awareness Eater's work… or it happened when our vision blacked out after watching those colossal celestial bodies."
"I lean towards this one," I interrupted and said,"Yes, I lean towards this one too."
He said,"Hmm. Also I think this because of next thing. Let me explain."
"Our consciousness splitted into pieces that also took many traits here and there. Like Picrake has perseverance and detachment. And I have calmness, strategy, and planning."
"No fair," I said.
He shook his head and said,"It doesn't mean we took these things from each other. It means, in simple words, we have these traits dominant. Like you have analyzer trait of us. In simple words, a broke colorful ball—one piece have green color but more than others."
"I understand," I said,But also showed a little sadness on Picrake's name.
He ruffled my hair and said,"Don't worry, he is also us. He has his consciousness merged with you—like two drops of water becoming whole again."
I nodded and leaned into his hand, enjoying my head pats.
He said next with calm voice,"Our consciousness split, yes—but into some pieces we can count on one hand. Our all other selves are our thoughts and soul pieces. Our goal is now to become whole again. And this world cultivation system is useful."
I nodded and said,"I see. So those are our thoughts and soul pieces that are regenerate-able. But they still need to be with us. I was always paranoid about this thing."
He chuckled a little and calmly said,"I know that. You are an analyzer after all."
I asked a question curiously,"Can you explain the full Absolute Cardinal structure? It's confusing a little."
He nodded and explained,"Think Absolute Cardinal as a box. And all the immeasurable layers stacked inside infinitely are all carpets."
"Next, think all immeasurable probabilities inside are dots on every carpet, okay?"
"Next, all immeasurable time paradoxes is a circles inside a dot."
"Next is a little complicated, but let's go."
I was nodding whole time.
He said,"All those circles are inside a black space—that is its name here. It's where Awareness Eater beasts live."
"Those time paradox circles become snake-biting-its-tail rings. There are many rings."
"Next, think every possibility as a thread that makes those rings. Every ring has immeasurable threads."
"And these threads are made of immeasurable lines—and those are timelines."
I said,"Ohhh what a big structure,"As I spread my arms.
All of sudden, the subconscious space changed.From top, there I saw many many realities—enough to make my subconscious small world.