I leaned back on the bench and thought about how complicated my life was now, because while it was fun sometimes, it also felt like I was about to be swallowed whole.
I know I know, it's boring to think about my life this much, its almost crazy in a way but, I can't help it, I cam a long long way.
So yeah, that's my life now.
A few weeks ago, the most exciting part of my day was finding an extra flavor packet in my instant noodles, and now I'm the commander of a failed romance mission, the reluctant hero in a sad girl's backstory, and a guy who has a girl who is a 'pillar' in my life. It's a lot.
My life went from a boring, black-and-white manga about nothing to a full-color, multi-genre mess, and I'm just trying to keep up.
Sitting here on this park bench, watching these kids fail at flying a kite, it's the first second of quiet I've had all day. It gives me a chance to think about how I'm not really that overthinking loner anymore, and it's weird.
