"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
"IT HURTS SO MUCH AHHHHHHH"
"PLEASE SOMEONE STOP THIS AHHHH"
"IT HURTS, PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP ME."
I'm going crazy because of this pain and darkness I'm going crazy I don't know how long I've been in this darkness and for some reason it hurts so much I don't know if it's the darkness that hurts or if it's purely mental I don't even know if it's darkness or emptiness or if it's the same thing.
One moment I put my head on the pillow to sleep and the next moment I'm here in this endless darkness and pain and even worse I don't know how long I've been here I don't know if time flows differently here or if I'm going crazy I don't even know if I can go crazy in this fucking void.
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After an unknown period of time
"AHHHHHHHHH"
"AHHH STOP THE FUCKING PAIN"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
More time has passed than I can count and I have suffered more than I can understand and maybe it has only been a few seconds in this emptiness I cannot understand anything, the pain and the darkness clouds my mind and I find it difficult to maintain consciousness.
Here, in the void, in the darkness or whatever it is called, I don't think even the pain matters.
I don't know if I will stay here forever or if there is a way out, but I refuse to lose consciousness.
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After an unknown period of time
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Actually, you know, I think I'm getting used to it, I think I'm screaming less.
But I'm having a hard time maintaining consciousness and I don't know if I'm screaming less and less because I'm getting used to this place or because I'm losing consciousness, maybe I'm becoming numb.
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After an unknown period of time
"ahhh"
It doesn't hurt as much anymore, and I can keep my mind clearer. I can't say I'm completely used to it, but I'm much calmer now, and I think I'm starting to understand this place, or maybe I'm going mad, I don't know which.
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After an unknown period of time
"PFFFT I UNDERSTAND MY ASS I'M GOING CRAZY HAHAHA"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"AHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
Oh how funny to think that I understand in some stupid way hahahaha what am I some kind of genius or main character pfft Hahahaha.
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After an unknown period of time
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
How long have I been laughing?
"HAHAHAHAHAHA"
Why am I laughing?
"HAHAHAHAHAH"
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After an unknown period of time
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Yes, even going crazy isn't funny anymore. What should I do now?
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After an unknown period of time
"Who am I?"
"What am I doing?"
"Where am I?"
Does nothing matter anymore?
What should I do?
And most importantly, who am I?
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After an unknown period of time
"Is anyone happy about my situation? Is anyone happy about my position?"
"If you do, I hope you eat my cock."
What the fuck am I saying, why would someone do such a thing and if there is something powerful enough to do such a thing, what does my arrogance and will matter in his eyes anyway?
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After an unknown period of time
"Hahahaha I guess I'll have to apologize to my past self, I really understand."
"Shit, is that the universe feeding? Wait a minute, can the universe feed?"
"Uh, no, not at least not partially, hmmmmm?"
"Oh I get it now, planets and stars in the universe die and provide food for the universe and then the universe expands and takes up space in the void and accesses new resources and so on and so on forever, but apparently black holes consume the food themselves and if it's not connected to another black hole or white hole it will cause the universe to slowly die."
(Everything described here is completely fictionalized and made up by me).
I don't really understand what happened, but now I can really understand this nothingness and I think I can finally get out of here, but it will take a while.
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After an unknown period of time
"Ah, finally, my salvation is coming."
Well, I've finally started to approach a universe, and soon I'll enter a universe. Now you might ask, how will you survive?
First, I learned to move my disembodied form, my spirit, albeit very slowly. While doing so, I noticed other spirits around me, or what remained of them. None of them had managed to retain their consciousness like me; they had transformed into spiritual energy for new intelligent and non-intelligent creatures in the universes. It seems that the spiritual energy levels for intelligent and non-intelligent beings are different, but anyway, we're getting off topic. .
After learning to move my spirit and interacting with the spirits around me or the energy left behind by them, I learned that I could absorb them, which developed my spirit and increased my ability to move.
Anyway, after absorbing those around me and those a bit further ahead, I finally decided to enter a universe. As for how I chose it, I selected it based on how death works in that universe.
Yes, as my spirit grew stronger, I began to understand to some extent how death works. Meanwhile, as my spirit grew stronger, my memory and intelligence reached utopian levels, but let's not stray from the subject. The universe I am about to enter transforms the consciousness and experiences of souls into energy instead of the souls themselves, and the form of the soul remains the same, so a human always remains human and an animal remains an animal. Therefore, when I enter this universe, I will definitely be human.
Of course, this universe will try to erase my soul's memories and experiences, but I have observed this universe's method of processing souls and found its upper limit, and I can say that my soul easily surpasses this upper limit, meaning I will reincarnate with my memories without any trouble.
And with that, I entered the universe..
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"Just a little more effort, ma'am, I can see the head."
A nurse in the delivery room tries to encourage the woman writhing in pain on the bed.
"IIIIIĞĞĞĞĞĞĞ"
And the efforts of both the nurse and the woman pay off, and a baby is born.
"UWAAAH"
"UWAA"
The nurse immediately takes the baby, washes it, and places it in the mother's arms. "Congratulations, ma'am, you have a healthy son," she says, then takes both of them to a room where they can rest.
She then asks the mother what the baby's name will be.
"I apologise for asking now, but we're in a hurry. Could you please tell me the baby's name now?"
The mother smiles and answers.
"His name will be Yugen, Suzuki Yugen."
The nurse smiles and says, "I'll record the name then. Please rest, ma'am," and leaves.
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