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Killswitch

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A soul never meant to exist has slipped through the cracks of the divine, forged in secret by Gaia herself—a fusion of every essence, from the divine to the damned. It wasn’t supposed to survive. But one accidental slip by the soul weavers sent it crashing to Earth… right into the womb of a human woman. Years later, in a world unaware of its ticking time bomb, a child is born beneath storm-split skies. What was meant to be the beginning of a normal life becomes the spark that could end all existence.
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Chapter 1 - The one that should not be

Gaia sat at the edge of her courtyard, her gaze stretched far beyond the sky—a sky she herself had painted with swirls of stars, streaks of cosmic flame, and floating memories of dead worlds. The courtyard itself shimmered with ancient light, its stone floor pulsing faintly with the rhythm of her thoughts. Behind her lay a garden where galaxies bloomed like flowers, and in the center, a tree bore fruit made of pure essence—life, death, and everything in between.

But today, Gaia did not tend to her garden. Today, she wondered.

What would be the perfect creation?

Not a creature of beauty alone. Nor one of destruction. Not merely life, not solely death. She wanted something whole. Something that contained all—the contradiction, the paradox, the impossible truth. A being that could stand in the presence of gods and demons, angels and titans, mortals and monsters, and belong to none of them, yet reflect all of them.

Something that was.

"Should it breathe or wither? Love or devour?" she whispered to the stars. "Should it shine, or should it blind?"

She didn't expect an answer. But one came anyway.

A soft rustle of shadow cut through the warm hum of her garden. A chill. Not cold, but still—a presence that made even the cosmos hold its breath.

Nexos.

He stepped through the veil of silence like he owned it, as he always did. Cloaked in midnight, eyes glowing faintly with the dust of extinguished stars, Nexos was not just her brother—he was the counterweight. Where Gaia was life, Nexos was what came after. Not death in the cruel sense, no. Death in the inevitable sense. The pause between heartbeats. The full stop after a sentence. The hush before rebirth.

"You're looking down again," he said, voice smooth, threaded with amusement. "That usually means something's about to be born… or destroyed."

Gaia didn't turn to him. "I'm thinking."

"Dangerous," he smirked, stepping beside her and folding his arms. "Last time you thought, we got flesh-mountains that sing in their sleep."

"They're popular in the Nether Realms."

He snorted. "To nightmares, maybe."

She finally turned to look at him, and there was something ancient in her eyes. Not just age—intention. Something forming, coalescing from the mist of thought into something real.

"I want to make… the perfect creation."

Nexos raised a brow. "Define perfect."

She looked back at the stars. "Something that embodies everything. Life and death. Emptiness and fullness. Beauty and monstrosity. Power and humility. Something that can walk through every plane and still not belong. That feels. That understands."

He blinked. "...Sis, are you okay?"

"I'm serious, Nexos."

He paused. Then, slowly, a grin tugged at his lips. "Alright, well—if you're really hellbent on crafting an existential crisis with legs—why not just take a bit of everything and toss it in? Get the essence of every god, demon, angel, beast, elemental, titan, shadow, celestial, fey, spirit, dreamwalker, hellborn, heavenbound, cursed one, and… I don't know—maybe spice it up with mortal ignorance while you're at it."

Gaia turned her head sharply, eyes narrowing. "...Every essence?"

He waved a hand dramatically. "I'm joking, obviously. That would be madness. You'd tear reality in half before the thing even learned to speak. It'd be unstable, dangerous, possibly sentient entropy. Also, kind of rude to the balance of everything we've built."

She said nothing.

Nexos stared at her. "Gaia. No."

Still nothing.

"Oh Void, you're actually going to do it."

She smiled—soft, serene, terrifying. "It will be perfect."

He stepped back. "Woman, that was sarcasm. You don't seriously—"

"I do."

Nexos sighed so hard, the moons flickered. "Well. I hope it eats you first."

...

Gaia moved like purpose incarnate.

Realm to realm she traveled, her steps silent but thunderous in their wake. She did not knock—gods did not knock—but neither did she demand. She asked. And that's what made them uneasy.

In the Obsidian Forge of the Fire Warden, she stood before Ignis, Lord of Flame, his body a tower of ever-burning embers. He narrowed his molten eyes at her.

"You want what?"

"Your essence," she replied calmly. "Just a sliver."

Ignis flared. "Why? What weapon are you forging this time? Or are you crafting another sun?"

Gaia's lips curved. "Nothing dangerous. Nothing to worry about. Just… a personal project."

Ignis snorted sparks. "You're worse than the Trickster when you get secretive."

Still, he peeled a spark from his core and let it hover in her palm, glowing with the potential to burn stars into ash.

One down.

Next was the Sea Between Worlds, where Thal'riya, Mistress of Depths, sang songs to sleeping leviathans. Her eyes were whirlpools; her words, currents.

"You wish for my essence?" she whispered. "Will you not tell me what for?"

"No," Gaia said. "Not yet."

Thal'riya swayed. "You always were the gentle deceiver, sister. Very well. But if you use it for destruction, may the tides rise to drown you."

Gaia bowed. "Fair."

From the shadows of the Endless Gloom, she took a drop of darkness from Umbros, Lord of Nightmares. From the Gates of Radiance, she accepted a ray of essence from Luciel, Herald of Light. Even the Fey Matriarch, usually too chaotic to be reasoned with, gave a flutter of soul-thread woven from laughter and madness.

Gods. Demons. Angels. Beasts. Elementals. Even the ancient Mortifex, who spoke only in death rattles and riddles, allowed Gaia to take a grain of their marrow—on the condition that she never return.

No one truly trusted her—but they respected her enough not to say no.

She collected until her hands dripped with reality. Her satchel was full of slivers, motes, sparks, pulses, cries, colors, smells, tremors—essences of every plane and beyond. Every piece she took, she wrapped in silence and intent, keeping it veiled even from those who tried to scry.

And when it was done, Gaia returned to her Sanctum.

There, deep within the chamber where souls were birthed, shaped, and assigned, she stood before her Crafting Table. Unlike mortal anvils or altars, this one bled music. It shimmered like a living paradox—always changing, always constant. It had created kings. Monsters. Lovers. Tyrants. Gods in mortal skin.

But today... she was crafting everything.

The process was slow. She was careful. Each essence was added like a note in a song that could break universes. Fire wove through shadow, shadow danced with light, mortality curled around immortality. Joy tangled with rage. Hope kissed despair. All wrapped into one beating pulse.

A soul.

Not raw and pure like most. No. This one was complicated. Heavy. Whole.

It pulsed on the table, glowing softly with the color of thought—indescribable, shifting.

Satisfied but drained, Gaia stepped back.

And for once, she let herself rest. "A break," she murmured. "Just a moment."

She left.

And that's when everything went to hell.

In came The Soulweaver, a sprightly thing draped in robes of silver and blue, their hair floating like seaweed in water. They hummed as they worked, cataloguing fresh souls to be sent to mortal planes. Gaia was known for being eccentric—sometimes she left finished souls lying around like loose change. Nothing new.

"Oh dear, another untagged one?" they muttered, eyes glancing at the glowing soul pulsing gently on the edge of the table. "You've really got to stop doing that, boss."

With a casual flick of the wrist, they scooped up the soul.

And without even a warning flare, they tossed it into the Veil, the bridge to Earth.

"Be reborn well, little soul," they said softly.

And the moment it vanished into the ether, the Sanctum shuddered.

The stars in the ceiling dimmed.

The ancient bell at the back—the one that rings only when reality shifts—let out a single, harrowing chime.

The Sanctum of Souls was unusually quiet.

Not the kind of peaceful quiet. No—the wrong kind. The air felt thinner, like it had been holding its breath.

Gaia returned, humming faintly, pretending she didn't just create a potentially world-breaking anomaly. Her gaze flicked to the crafting table—

And froze.

Gone.

The soul—her soul—the one made from every essence in existence, was no longer pulsing gently where she left it. The table was clean, scrubbed spotless by the dutiful little soul weavers who floated like ghostly scribes between realms.

Her heart dropped into her stomach. "No… no no no no…"

She scanned the room, eyes narrowing.

The Soulweavers continued about their duties, blissfully unaware. One of them, a young one named Teli, noticed her presence and beamed.

"Oh! Lady Gaia! You left a soul untagged again. I sent it through the Veil—hope that's alright!"

Her lips twitched. "You… what?"

Teli's smile faltered. "The soul. On the edge of the table. Looked finished. Didn't want to bother you. Standard dispatch to Earth, same as the others. I thought—"

"You thought wrong," Gaia whispered, her voice dangerously calm.

Teli blinked. "Was it… faulty?"

Gaia closed her eyes. No screaming. No reality-warping tantrum. No earthquakes. Not now.

If she panicked, others would notice. And if others noticed…

They'd want answers. They'd ask what she had done. What she had made. What kind of twisted fusion she'd crafted from gods, demons, angels, primordials, and eldritch nightmares like they were puzzle pieces in a toy.

They'd banish her.

No, worse.

They'd unmake her.

Gaia inhaled slowly. A queen wearing a smile as armor.

"Nothing's wrong," she lied through her teeth. "Thank you, Teli. Good initiative."

Teli smiled awkwardly, nodding before floating off in relief.

Gaia stood there, hand resting on the now-empty table, her fingers trembling.

She had hoped to craft perfection.

Something that held light and dark, order and chaos, mortality and divinity. Something that would answer the question that haunted her since the beginning: What lies beyond balance?

But now?

She didn't even know what she'd made.

And Earth—fragile, unaware, chaotic Earth—was the stage for its awakening.

She looked up, beyond the Sanctum, beyond the skies of her realm, to the mortal plane below. Her vision cut through clouds and continents.

Somewhere down there, it had been born.

And somewhere down there, everything was about to change.

"…Please don't break," she whispered, barely audible even to herself. "Please don't break…"

But deep down?

She knew the world had already begun to crack.