Elián;
I sit at the edge of my bed with my mind constantly replaying thoughts of Koda. Everything about this morning has been stuck on repeat in my head since he left.
His stupid smile, his beautifully soft fur, how majestic he looked even as a bear… This place is starting to mess with me.
For fucks sake, I found a bear attractive! I'm acting like it's okay for people to just up and transform into big ass blonde grizzly bears, transform back to their human form and still lead kingdoms.
I'm losing my mind. Or wait. Is it this place?? The longer I stay here, will my mind just start accepting the absurdity of it??
When last did I even think of home?
"Master Elián, you have less than four minutes to get your tummy stuffed with something before attending Alpha Zethar's meeting with the king," Alana says rather excitedly as she walks into my room with a tray of fruits, and as she sets it down on my bed, I say nothing.
