I woke up feeling dizzy, By the smell I knew I was in the hospital.
I looked at my surroundings, I felt the soft sheets of the bed scratching at my neck slowly, I hear a distant voice outside of the doors of the room and hear a beeping sound.
I hear knocking at the door I quickly say "come in" I suddenly hear my raspy voice and it burns when I speak.
It's a nurse she walks swiftly to the heart monitor checking my vitals and her face seems gloomy or dark and it seems like she is pitying me.
She turns her head towards me and I hear the words "I am sorry sir, but your dying slowly" she says softly, I was surprised by that, though I didn't know why I was surprised, I already knew that I was going to die soon.
I am I'm 23 years old, I'm a shut in. I never experienced the joy of having friends at school, I was always alone and by myself.
No friends or anything I spent most of my days staying inside playing games and lusting to fantasy anime girls.
When I was living with my parents they often used to yell at me and lecture me for being a "failure".
My father was the CEO of an industry Social platform, my family was wealthy and I always was treated as a king at school. I grew fond of that and I started to hate it, I wanted to be a normal kid. I regret everything I did in this life, a 23 year old overweight virgin.
My father walks inside the room with my mother grabbing his arm, my father looks down at me with disgust after all, I did ruin his only chances of a generational wealth.
Not a single word he said to his dying son, not even one….
"Just…a look of disgust."
I can feel myself slipping in and out of consciousness and I feel my soul slipping outside of my body.
"Just take me away already away from this damned world.
"Darkness..I see darkness." I repeat.
"I guess that this is it.. nothing really happe-"
I look up and I can see a child his soul shines bright, he has white short hair that isn't fully shown.
Before I knew it, the child was getting closer to me, almost like my soul was going into the child's body.
I see it as if it's being shown to me in a mirror.
"W-WAAAA"
It feels like I'm skydiving into this baby's consciousness.
I arrive in this new found area and I'm losing consciousness, I let out a scream but it was a cry instead of a scream, I am crying like a baby?
I am looking up at my mother her beautiful blonde hair with white smooth skin and the mole on the side of her blue eyes.
In a robe with her breast mostly exposed.
It doesn't fluster me for some reason, I mean it's my mother right?
I turn my head slowly to my father with brown and wide eyes and two toned lips and a little mustache and a lean body but very built.
I'm fascinated wondering how the consciousness of a 23 year old can fit in a small baby's brain.
My parents look at me with a smile on their face I see someone behind my father it appears to be a beast woman with a maid outfit on I'm guessing she delivered the baby having being a maid she has to be experienced in many things.
I hear gibberish out of my father's mouth, "halo aneuk agam" he says this with a goofy look on his face, that i guess is a smile? my moms face is covered in sweat from delivering the baby, she has nothing but a smile on her face.
She's pretty and charming.
Looks like I'm starting over I think.
My body reacts to my father with a weird sound that I guess baby's make, never been around one in my past life.
My father hugs my mother and speaks some more gibberish which I'm guessing is something seducing judging off of my mom's reaction and the look on his face when he said that.
6 months pass by and I am gathering up knowledge it appears like we are living in some type of medieval era setting,
Looking around I'm guessing we are living in a wooden house that is brown with windows at least, we have to get actual wood to light up a fire from some type of match thingy.
Another 6 months pass by and I seem to be adjusting to the language, I'm starting to understand bit by bit what my parents are saying to me. and I even learned my name is "Lucian Thaddeus Silvercrest."
I also forgot to mention that I'm starting to crawl, can you believe it I'm starting to crawl..haha.
Another 6 months pass and I'm starting to walk and talk, I'm still adjusting to walking although the speaking is easy.
A year and 6 months pass since then, I am proudly 3 years old talking running and walking completely normally, I've grown a ton even if I am like 3'4
I walk around the house passing by a mirror, my god am I handsome a good looking white skinned boy with white hair.
God damnit white hair although, I still am really good looking. I thought to myself.
Come to think of it I need to learn to read really soon.
"I'm sure my mom has a library somewhere around here." I said I trace my memory's to when she used to walk inside of it and find it.
But how am I gonna reach the door handle I grab a chair and climb it and open the door with my tiny hands I jump down from the chair and land on my butt but I managed to shrug it off.
"Ahh here are the shelves of knowledge!!"
I start by pushing out the books on the lowest shelve and only because it looks cool.
I open the book opening it to a random page and for some reason the words kinda make sense to me and I can read but not fluently.
I read the word "magic", it states in the book that "magic is a source of power and this book will teach you to build up your mana and hone your magic skills.
"Magic huh??"
6 months go by like wind and my mother started to take me outside to watch my father train with his sword.
"It's your father Lucian" Mother says to me Happily.
"Can I go back inside mom I'm getting cold"
"Nah uh, is that always going to be your excuse for you to go inside child"
"Mother I wanna go insideee" I say laughing in my head
"Your a 3 year old almost 4 whining"
"I wouldn't whine if I was inside
already"
"Alright fine but next time you're staying outside..!"
I run inside and greet maid Shirsha on the way to the library.
I open the door and run and pick out a book and start reading, I put my hand out and a ball of air swirls.
"I'm getting the hang of this magic thing eh"
3 months pass and it feels as if I have a infinite mana supply inside of me.
I feel almost no fatigue at all thanks to the books here.
2 months pass by and my mom and dad force me into swordsmanship lessons.
Although we live in a rural village my father is known as the protector of the village.
Usually at night I'm always reading a book, it's always interrupted by the screams heard from my mother's room.
I'd hear my mom scream
"MICHAEL AUH MICHEAL"
The next day I saw a glimpse of a girl with light blonde hair outside of the fence at my houses,
she had a brown tail popping out of her skirt and some ears she's definetly a beast girl.
She was playing by herself while all the other kids were playing with friends I didn't really know why.
I'll ask my parents to play outside some time with other kids.