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Chapter 40 - Chapter Forty: Real Time

One year later.

Takara stood in front of the bookstore window where it had all come full circle.

Inside, a display table was stacked with paperback copies of "Soft Things That Survive Fire" — his debut essay collection. On the cover: a sunflower drawn in charcoal, petals half-charred, half-blooming.

He hadn't planned to come by.

But something tugged him here, to this corner of the city where he'd laughed with Kayo, cried, healed, rebuilt. Where he finally learned that survival didn't mean silence—and love didn't mean sacrifice.

The door chimed softly as he stepped inside.

"Congratulations," the shopkeeper smiled. "We sold out of signed copies in the first hour."

Takara blushed. "Thanks."

He walked past the poetry aisle, past the romance shelf, until he reached the quiet little corner in the back—his favorite spot. A small café nook with two chairs by the window. One seat had always been Kayo's.

He sat down, opened a copy of his book, and ran his fingers across the dedication page.

For the boy with the still eyes and the loud heart I once held.

And for the man I became after I let him go.

He smiled softly.

And then, as if on cue, the door chimed again.

Takara looked up.

Kayo stood in the doorway.

Not the boy from the dorm.

Not the artist who left for Berlin.

But a man now—taller, calmer. Hair a little longer. Still dressed in too much gray.

Their eyes met.

No pain.

No rush.

Just recognition.

Kayo walked toward him slowly, holding a cup of black coffee and a paper bag.

"You always wrote endings like they were beginnings," he said quietly.

Takara tilted his head. "Maybe that's because they are."

Kayo sat across from him.

They stared for a moment, the kind of silence that didn't need breaking.

Then Takara asked, "You're in town?"

"Two weeks. A show. I didn't want to come at first."

"Why not?"

Kayo looked down. "I didn't know if you'd want to see me."

"I didn't know if I'd want to, either."

Kayo smiled gently. "But you're here."

"So are you."

Takara glanced at the paper bag. "What's that?"

Kayo opened it and pulled out a photo—framed.

It was the sketch Takara had found in the envelope a year ago. Only now, it was colored. Finished. Takara's laugh. Kayo's headphones. Yellow light from the dorm window. A timestamp in the corner.

He set it on the table between them.

"I never forgot where we started," Kayo said. "Even when I thought we'd already ended."

Takara swallowed hard.

And for the first time in a long time, the ache in his chest didn't feel sharp. It felt… warm.

"Do you think we have another chapter in us?" he asked.

Kayo didn't answer right away.

Instead, he reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a small envelope.

Inside was a plane ticket.

Round trip.

Tokyo to here.

Dated for one month from now.

"I haven't canceled the contract," Kayo said. "But I haven't signed the renewal either."

Takara raised an eyebrow. "So?"

"So I have thirty days to decide."

Takara leaned back. "You always did like putting me on a deadline."

They laughed—really laughed—until the sound of it filled the entire corner of the store.

Then Kayo said, "If I stayed… if we tried again… we'd have to build it differently this time."

"No rescue missions," Takara agreed. "No waiting for the other to figure it out."

"No disappearing."

"No bleeding to make the other feel whole."

They sat in the quiet again, but this time it shimmered.

Then Takara added, "I'm not the same kid who needed to be needed."

Kayo nodded. "And I'm not the same kid who needed to be gone to feel real."

They stared at each other.

Then Kayo said, "So what are we now?"

Takara closed the book on his lap and smiled.

"Still turning the page."

That night, they walked together down the street, side by side but not holding hands. Not yet.

The city glowed around them. Familiar. Changed.

When they reached the river, they stopped.

Takara leaned on the railing, eyes on the water.

"I used to come here when I didn't know who I was," he said. "Now I come when I want to remember."

Kayo nodded. "Then let's not forget."

They didn't kiss.

They didn't need to.

Instead, they stood there—shoulder to shoulder—as the wind stirred the world around them.

Two people.

No longer broken.

No longer waiting.

Just ready.

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