His question was mocking what I had said before… that I wanted it to be emotional. But this guy had just kissed my sanity out of my head.
'Do I like what I just tasted? Of course I do, I mean that exactly how I like my man, strong, dominant and Alpha… grrrrhh.'
Okay, I know I might be a little bit sick in the head sometimes. But kissing him just made me want to go back to the lifestyle I once had in my world. However there is a difference this time, I have feelings for him and he ticked most of my spec boxes.
If I say no, and then manage to escape won't I be missing out? I know I can't have his heart but I can have his body… for now.
'Won't that make it seem like you are after his body and not his real self?' that other part of me asked.
'Hmmmm… yeah… kind of. But I can't pursue him or have him. What is the point of me wallowing in my pain, I can take this experience as a souvenir.'
