"I've always had this intense fear of men" the petite brunette in front of you had no issues cutting straight to the chase for why she was there. "Well not always" she continued "I've always been smaller so have always been mindful of guys bigger than me, but my fear really started in college and then magnified more recently with some stalker issues I've been experiencing".
"Sure" you encourage her to go on "and you want to see if I can help you overcome your fear?"
"I don't want to be stupid and careless, but I don't want my first reaction when I see a guy bigger than me, which is every guy, to be panic. And you have a reputation of being able to help people with these things".
You contemplate asking her where she had heard about you from, but you already know the answer. Sitting in front of you is Maya Higa, streamer as well as founder and owner of Alveus Sanctuary. And best friend to QTCinderella who had visited you not too long ago.
"Oh, don't believe all the rumours you've heard about me, they're not true at all" you joke prompting Maya to laugh and shrug her shoulders and say "Well I wouldn't have believed that this would actually work if not for someone recommending it so you must be doing something right".
"Is there anything in particular that scares you the most?" you ask.
"I think it's the fact that if they want to, guys could just pick me up or hold me down and do whatever they want to me and I wouldn't be in control" she responds after a moment of thinking.
"So it's a control and maybe helplessness thing" you ask, clarifying.
"Yeah definitely a helplessness thing, I need to be in control but I like being self-sufficient as well, to feel like I can do things on my own"
With a grin you ask "well what about me? I'm a guy and much bigger than you, are you scared of me?"
"Terrified" she responds with a smile.
You laugh in return and say "fair enough, how 'bout I explain how this works first. You can then let me know if you have any questions and if you're still terrified you can get the hell out of here".
"No, no I'm good, I'm good" Maya says "I'm committed to giving this a try".
"Great, I promise I won't bite" you reassure her and spend a few minutes explaining your process, what she can expect and at the end you ask, "do you have any questions or concerns?"
"That all seems straight forward enough" Maya replies.
"Before we get into it I just have a few standard questions". You work your way through your questions and since your time with Poki and QT you have actually added "are you currently on birth control?" to your clinic documentation, which Maya confirms that she is.
Standing up, you dim the lights in the room and say "I want you to lean back and make yourselves comfortable, however you'd like, take off your shoes or lie down if that helps, and close your eyes". Maya kicks off the platform slip on shoes that she was wearing and crosses her legs in front of her on the couch. She leans against the back of the couch and closes her eyes. You take a moment to really look at her. Her brown hair is down, framing her pretty face. She's wearing a blue tank top, with thin straps rising over her shoulders. So tight that it clings to her, giving you a great view of her perky tits. The bottom of the tank top has risen up a bit while she crossed her legs showing you a glimpse of belly button and midriff. Unfortunately her legs are covered in a pair of baggy denim jeans but they won't be a concern for very much longer you think to yourself.
You start your process and soon enough she's in a trance. You give her the standard commands to make her pliable and more receptive to your instructions. But unlike the others you add a few Maya-specific suggestions right from the start.
"Ok Maya, I'm going to count down from 3, once I finish you will awake as your normal self but nothing I say or do will seem out of the ordinary to you and you will follow my every instruction. 3. 2. 1".
Not wasting any time you ask "on Wine About It, you and QT mentioned that you both only watch lesbian porn, why is that?" Your question is very intentional, mentioning the name of the podcast that Maya co-hosts with QTCinderella to see if she registers that you know more about her than you let on.
Maya opens her eyes, not acknowledging your mentioning of QT or Wine About It at all and replies "women are just more attractive and sensual than men, I find it easier to get off to them then I do looking at men".
"I won't argue with you there" you say in agreement "but it seems as though you fear men, you're not attracted to men. Sounds like you're just not into men in general".
"That's not true at all" Maya retorts and you notice a slight edge to her voice as well as a hint of defiance in her eyes.
'Good' you think to yourself, 'I think it worked'.
"Objectively, it sounds like it's true" you reply out loud "at least from the information at hand".
"I like men and I find them attractive, they're just scary" Maya counters.
"Do you find me scary?" you query, changing tact.
"Not at all" Maya quickly responds with a hint of amusement in her voice.
"How bout now?" you ask standing up and taking a few steps forward until you're towering above her.
Not backing down Maya also stands up and responds nonchalantly "nope".
You glance at the free-standing mirror you have in the corner of your room. Grinning at the comical reflection of Maya, now with her platform shoes off, barely coming up to your chest but standing toe to toe with you.
She turns to look as well and lets out a laugh at what she sees.
"You see Maya, men, regardless of size, are just people. You think that physical stature gives us control but there's all kinds of control. You yourself can have control over me if you wanted".
Confused Maya turns back to you "what do you mean?" she asks.
"Here let me show you" you say and reach out and slowly put your hands on her shoulders pulling her right in front of you. "I want you to take your hand and rub my cock, just over my pants".
"Ew yuck no" she exclaims although she doesn't try to move or back away.
'Interesting' you think 'the usual subliminal commands are at odds with the additional defiant confidence you've included for Maya. 'I wonder if this will work?'
"Just do it" you say, grinning but still with enough force to get through to her and she immediately reaches forward and grabs the front of your pants, fingers facing down. Feeling your bulge there she instinctively starts rubbing up and down. "I guess you know what to do at least" you tease.
"Hey I've jerked off plenty of guys" Maya responds seemingly annoyed but not stopping her movements. Your cock starts swelling and Maya's eyes widen as she feels its outline.
"Oh my god you're fucking huge" she exclaims in disbelief. "I need to see this" and without another word she unzips your pants, reaching through the fly and pulling out your stiffening cock. "Holy…" she whispers to herself as she starts slowly jerking you off. She moves her hand to the base of your member, encircling its circumference. She places her other hand right next to her first. Alternating hands she moves down your shaft, measuring how many of her petite hands it would take to reach the end. "Holy shit" she says with a giggle as she reaches your tip. Wiping the precum there with her thumb and using it as lubricant as she literally doubles her efforts stroking your cock, now with both hands at once.
"See what you've done to my dick? The control you have over my body right now? That's all you" you softly say to her.
Maya bites her lower lip, still focused on stroking your cock which by now is rock solid. Her double handed technique elicits an involuntary moan from you which is enough to snap her out of her thoughts. Looking you in the eyes she says "take off your clothes" and starts taking off her own top.
"Yes ma'am" you respond undressing in record time. Before Maya's top has even hit the floor you're completely naked. You watch as she grabs the waistband of her jeans, pushes them down to the floor and steps out of them. You stare at Maya's petite body. Her skinny legs converging together at the mound that is her pussy, still covered by a little blue thong. Her perky tits are small in general, but on her tiny frame they look like nice handfuls. Her nipples are erect and pointing at you. She walks back to the couch, giving you a brief look at her firm ass, the thong visible between her cheeks as she walks.
Taking at seat on the edge of the couch, she pulls a hair band from her wrist and grabs her loose hair, lifting both arms up to tie it in a bun on top of her head and giving you an extended view of her armpits. While pits aren't really your thing you know that there would be people online that would kill for the view you currently have. Maya leans back, lifting both legs and resting them to either side of her. She beckons you to come closer from between her raised knees and says "I want you to lick my pussy".
You basically sprint the few steps it takes to get to the couch, kneeling in front of Maya's covered pussy, pushing her legs apart as far as they'd go and dive straight in. Not bothering with moving the thong for now you just clamp your mouth over the top of the fabric, licking her through the material.
Maya grips either side of your head pulling you down, not that you could get any closer and grinds her pussy against your face. "Good boy" she moans "you're going to get me nice and wet and then you're going to fuck me with that big cock of yours" she says in between thrusts of her hips. You look at her commanding stare and again respond with "yes ma'am", your mouth never leaving her pussy lips. Moving her soaked thong to the side you tongue the length of her slit, moving from the bottom to the top. You probe your tongue around until you find your prize and then focus all your attention on her sensitive little clit.
"FUUUUCCCKKK" Maya screams, throwing her head back while grabbing handfuls of your hair. You increase your efforts on her nub, periodically changing up your technique. Switching from using your whole tongue to lap at it, putting as much pressure on it as you can, to just flicking the tip at it, lightly and quickly. Maya lets out a loud moan each time you switch, her hips gyrating faster and faster. You look up from between her legs, noticing her perky tits rising and falling with her rapid breaths. You take a nipple in each hand, pinching and rolling them in your fingers.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Maya screams, pulling your face off her sopping wet pussy and closer to her own "I need you to fuck me NOW!" she demands pulling you in for a passionate kiss. You let her taste her own juices in your mouth while lining up the tip of your cock with her tight little hole. 'I wonder if this will actually fit' you think briefly before pushing forward. The head of your cock splits her folds but doesn't meet much resistance. You stay like that for a moment and Maya moans into your mouth as you continue to kiss each other. You continue to push forward, slowly impaling her on your cock and Maya responds by throwing her head back, eyes rolled up into her head. All she can say is "OH MY GOD" as you bottom out inside her. She's managed to take about three quarters of your dick which is quite impressive for her petite frame. You slowly pull out, watching the bulge that is the tip of your cock travel from her belly back down to her pussy. You thrust again, a little faster this time and Maya moans again. Confident she can take your cock and relishing in the sensation of her tight pussy around your shaft, you pick up your pace causing Maya to scream again but also bringing her back to her senses.
She looks down at your cock, watching as it impales her with each thrust, moaning "that's it…fuck me with that big dick… fill me up" in between ragged breaths. Looking into your eyes she orders "I want you to fuck me hard. Make me cum on this big cock. Use me like a fuck doll. Like a human fleshlight".
With that last order you grunt and stand up, bringing her with you, your cock still buried as deep in her pussy as it will allow. She wraps her arms around your neck and her legs around you as you piston into her pussy, a string of unintelligible noises escapes her lips. "You want me to use you like a human fleshlight?" you ask in between thrusts. "People always comment that about me online, it's time I owned it" Maya responds.
You catch a glimpse of both of you in the mirror and an idea forms. Pulling out, you lower Maya onto her feet, "I didn't say you could stop" she says with a bit of annoyance in her voice. "Oh I'm just following your orders" you reply, "come over here little fuck doll" you request. You position her in front of the mirror facing it, while you move directly behind her. Bending down, you wrap one of your arms low around her waist. Your other arm goes over her shoulder, sitting across her chest just above her tits, and your hand grips her armpit. You stand up straight, bringing her with you, her body dangling in front of you pressed against your own. Her slight frame is not an issue for you to carry and you take a step closer to the mirror.
She sees the head of your cock poking from between her legs and starts thrusting her hips so that her pussy is running along the length of your shaft. You lift her up a bit higher, feeling for her opening on the tip of your dick before letting her drop back down, using gravity to impale her further onto your cock than she's ever been.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK!" Maya screams as you hold her in position and jackhammer in and out of her pussy. For her part she just hangs there like an actual fuck doll, body limp, head tilted back resting on your chest. "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK" she screams in time with your thrusts. You continue for a few minutes watching her in the mirror, glistening from the sweat of both of your bodies "is this how you wanted to be fucked?" you grunt.
"Yyyy….esssssssssss" she manages to get out, followed by "Mmmmmm....orreeee. I need more" she continues, panting "put me down. And lie down here". She indicates for you to lie down in front of the mirror, with your head pointing away from it. Once on the ground she stands straddling your face, looking at the mirror, feet to either side of your head. Slowly she lowers herself down onto your waiting tongue. The wetness of her hole is almost suffocating, like you're drowning in her pussy juices, 'this is how I would want to go out' you think to yourself. She grinds on your face a few more times before making her way down your body. Dragging herself along and leaving a slick trail behind her. Reaching your rigid cock, she grabs it in both hands and squats above it. lining it up with her entrance. As soon as the tip is in, she drops her hips taking almost the entire length into her waiting canal. You feel her cervix brushing the tip of your cock as she rises up and slams herself down again. "It's deeeeep. It's sooooo DEEP" Maya exclaims. You can see her watching herself in the mirror. Marvelling as more and more of your cock disappears inside her each time.
The grip of her pussy on your shaft and the feeling of her cervix on the tip of your cock are getting too much and you don't know how much longer you can last. Telling Maya this she barks back at you "Don't you DARE fucking cum! You're not done fucking me yet". You can tell from her moans and her breathing that she's pretty close herself so you will yourself to last just a little bit longer. Maya's ass is now a blur in front of you as she is riding your cock with wild abandon. Like a literal cowgirl on the back of a running horse. The short sharp "AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH" coming from Maya echoes around the room and with one final drop of her hips you feel the head of you cock hit her cervix as you finally manage to go balls deep into her pussy.
You both erupt.
"OHHHHHH GODDDDDDDDDD" Maya yells, before her voice trails off and she throws her head back in a silent scream. Her body trembles as a huge orgasm hits, coming on in waves that you can see as her limbs spasm each time it washes over her.
You empty the contents of your balls deep into her dark void, so much that you don't think you'd ever stop. Maya has collapsed onto your legs, face down in a heap. You both stay like that for a while, your dick still buried in her pussy. Finally you spread your legs slightly causing Maya to drop to the floor and scoot yourself back extracting your softening cock with you. A torrent of cum rushes out as you pull the head out from between her swollen, well used, lips. You sit there for a while looking at her, face down, limbs splayed, cum dripping from her pussy. Noting the cum covering your cock you stand up and move towards Maya's head, she opens her eyes as you kneel next to her and eagerly opens her mouth as you push your cock towards her, sucking the remnants of the cum from your dick.
"You've got an amazing cock, thanks for letting me use it" she states directly once you're both cleaned off and dressed again. You get Maya to sit back down on the couch and you put her back into a trance. Reinforcing her newfound confidence and forwardness with men, as well as a few other suggestions, you then bring her back to her normal state.
"Guess what Maya, session's over. Am I still a big scary guy?" you ask as Maya slowly opens her eyes.
"We're done?" she says after a moment followed by, "no I don't think you're scary. I think you're a big dum dum though" she adds playfully with a laugh.
"Hey whoa that's uncalled for" you respond, feigning injury.
"I'm kidding, I actually feel pretty good, I don't know how to explain it. I was never scared of you, I did feel intimidated initially but that's gone now. Nice work Doc" Maya says smiling.
"Oh I'm not a doctor" you respond.
Rolling her eyes she adds, "Yeah I know that dummy".
Laughing she approaches you, her arms outstretched for a hug. You put an arm around her thinking that it would be a quick embrace but she pulls you in tight, pressing her body against yours. You feel her pushing herself against your crotch "I'm glad I could help" you quickly say, taking a step back, pretending to be flustered because of her actions.
Laughing she releases you and turns towards the door, "thanks Doc" she says over her shoulder as she walks out. "I'll come and see you again the next time I'm in town" she adds with a wink closing the door.