"… so strong that no living being would look down on us… "
The words of what I've said rang again and again inside my brain. They are looking down on us. The supernatural beings that is. Technically they have all their rights to look down on us because they were born more superior to us, much faster, much stronger and more durable than humans. The strong fucks the weak and that is the god damned fucking rule in nature, geography channels, school, workplace and anywhere in the universe. There is nothing the weak can do with the exception of begging for mercy and we are in mercy of the supernatural beings. However…
It doesn't stop me from getting pissed. My brother, being blessed (cursed more like) by a great being, that died, without taking any responsibility for giving him the blessing(curses), has been fucked by a fallen angel then has been picked up by Rias Gremory and is being fucked by her and he doesn't even know it. Same goes to Asia, who was blessed by God, only to be a target by the strong. Other than those two somewhere in this world, there would, should certainly be other humans, pitied by God resulting them to receive great potential only to be enslaved or murdered by other beings, who were born superior.
Fuck the God in this universe. What the fuck is wrong with them? Didn't they realize that their powers were bound to be used by other species? Didn't the thought ever cross their mind? Why would they hand out gifts only to be extracted out from the humans? What is the fucking reason for that?
Why burden us further? Just because Cain did some fucked up shit doesn't mean his descendants, who are every single human beings should go through crap. Just because they presumed that we were all evil and nasty doesn't mean that they should drown all of us. Just because we built a tower that nearly touched the heavens doesn't mean that they should split us up.
Fuck, I feel pissed. The devils, the angels, the fallen and everything between them, are looking down on humans. They are looking down on us. They are looking down on us and this shall not stand. I will lead humanity to become great, to stand up using their blessings which are now rightfully theirs for the original owner has died. I will make no other supernatural beings fuck any more innocent humans, aiming for their dormant power. No more shall we humans suffer from the superiors for we shall become superior. They are weak. God has died, the four Great Satans are dead, and the three factions are desperate enough to resurrect a "human" to live on. They are weak and we shall strike. We will stand up to meet them straight in the eye. We will be strong enough to pick a fight with them. We will make them acknowledge us.
Even with these fancy words… I couldn't even save my brother.
Believe me, I tried. No… I didn't try. I let him die and I will admit that it was on purpose. I may have said that I let him die because of the plot. It's not just about breaking the canon. It was already broken at the moment when I was born. It was already broken when I started to recruit multiples of people to rule the world. It is because of the butterfly effects but… it's more than that…
I foresaw the future using my Sacred Gear. I calculated all outcomes by thinking on a basic condition, whether Issei dies or not.
A) Issei becomes a reincarnated devil and Yuril becomes an asshole for not saving Issei or B) Issei gets saved by Yuril and the two happily walks the path of world domination and in Issei's case, building a harem
The only condition was either if Issei becomes a reincarnated devil or stays human. Besides that the other variables didn't matter. Because the ending of route B) never changes.
All the knowledge, all the wisdom inside my left eye enabled me to somewhat calculate the future of a few minutes or a few hours with a very high accuracy. But, it is impossible to calculate the future in a few years since the future is too chaotic and too unstable for me to do so. So how did I do it? Well, I used my past knowledge to do so. Even when my presence itself destroyed the canon, even when my actions destroyed some parts the major parts of the canon were bound to happen which helped me calculate with no problem. It was like a mathematical question to solve, I had the equation with a long set of variables and I just plugged in the constants, via past knowledge. Moreover, I had a 17 years/6209 days (don't forget that some years have 366 days)/105553 hours (My total average time of sleep per day is seven hours) to calculate. And I have gotten over twenty thousand outcomes, all familiar, all similar and having one common factor. Either my parents die, or my little brother dies, or hundreds of humans will die. In the worst scenario, all three of them may happen.
That was why I didn't save Issei from Raynare. The future, of where I save Issei from the Fallen Angel and make Issei go the "Human Route", turned out to be extremely disastrous which in the end will definitely harm one of my family members with a chance of 100%. Devils, Fallens, Angels and every single stupid supernatural shit will come after Issei's Sacred Gear for he has no master to claim his Boosted Gear, nor does he have the strength to protect himself. I thought of training with him together but reality turned out to be a bitch as Issei refused to leave his room as he kept on watching anime and pornography due to my little mistake. The mistake being: Not erasing my browser history. But then again, even if I deleted the browser history, I'm sure he wouldn't become a pervert one way or another. That was Issei's destiny it seemed...
So, if route B) was taken, I could still make it out with Issei that's for sure. But, I will have to see my parents and hundreds of other innocent lives getting killed by the massive fight or taken captive and get killed while being a prisoner…
Ever since I was born I have tried countless times to see a better ending, to find the perfect route to protect my brother and my parents, to humans. To calculate which action would be the best…
But nothing came out. Some did but had extremely low possibilities that were close to zero that I had to abandon those plans. There was one plan that assured Issei and my parents and everybody else's survival but…
It takes too much time. The plan is still going on but, like I have said, it takes too much time. I planned this "plan" at the age of seven and executed it at the age of fifteen. The reason I waited for that long is because certain conditions had to be made by waiting for eight years and I had no way of speeding up the process for the conditions to be made.
In the end, I had to make the decision of letting Issei be murdered and forcefully enslaved for my parent's and for his own sake as well. The same goes with today. I didn't accompany him to protect him from Freed Sellzan. The more I interfere, the more my "past knowledge" becomes useless. Besides, if today doesn't go along with the canon, I wouldn't have an excuse to… Well… probably not. Never mind what I just said. You'll know soon enough.
Heh… I'm really the worst to orchestrate such a plan.
I love my little brother too much to just become an outsider, but since I love him and my family, I couldn't risk making a "butterfly effect" that would end up hurting either one of them. So I chose to be a bystander, plotting from behind… For now, until that plan is finished.