XinXin lit the aromatherapy candle he had just bought on his way home from school. He smiled, full of hope that JiaJia's anger would subside.
JiaJia came out of the bathroom drying his hair with a towel. He stopped when he saw XinXin busy lit a candle on the corner of the table.
"What are you doing?"
JiaJia asked in puzzled. XinXin had never done anything like that before. "What ghost is haunting him today?" JiaJia looked at XinXin from head to toe.
"Light an aromatherapy candle. What else?"
XinXin said still with his sharp tongue. And only after that he regretted his words.
"Really? I thought you were going to burn this whole room down with..."
Before JiaJia could finish his words, XinXin quickly ran over and covered his mouth. XinXin knew what words would come out after that. "He will say this disgusting man." JiaJia's persuasion was really difficult to persuade.
XinXin took a deep breath while biting his lip. XinXin looked deeply into JiaJia's face. Observing every beauty that adorns that face.
"You know what? This scent suits you."
XinXin said as he shamelessly hugged JiaJia's waist. JiaJia just watched XinXin's face without a blink. "He's really possessed by a ghost."
"It smells good, right?"
JiaJia just nodded in agreement. Too lazy to deal with XinXin's antics. One moment he was romantic with him and the next he was treated like trash.
"Enough. Let go of me. It's time for bed."
JiaJia gently pushed XinXin's body. But XinXin didn't want to let go of his embrace. He gently pushed JiaJia's body onto the bed. His eyes enjoyed every line of JiaJia's thin lips.
JiaJia was silent underneath XinXin's body. His heart was beating fast. The smell of Sandalwood that filled the room added to the sensation in JiaJia's heart. He didn't know what to do. He felt like he was losing a lot if he refused, But if he lets XinXin do what he wants, he feels scared.
"Don't be afraid. I won't do anything you don't like."
XinXin whispered close in JiaJia's ear. JiaJia's body shivered with amusement.
"But...you always do what I hate. You're a liar."
JiaJia said. He tried to stop the strange feeling in his heart that was churning and wanting to be released.
XinXin was stunned for a moment. JiaJia's words really made him feel disappointed with himself. Old people always say that a boat can turn back if it goes astray, but you can't take back every word you've said.
"I'm sorry. I really didn't mean that. I was wrong. I'm sorry."
XinXin pleaded while hugging JiaJia's body tightly. He was really upset with himself. With his poisonous mouth. With his overly suspicious heart.
JiaJia is a very precious treasure to him. That's why he is too afraid of losing him. Because it's like a curse, he will lose everything he loves. And he is the least willing to lose JiaJia.
"Why did you say that if you didn't mean it?"
Asked JiaJia softly. His hands gently caressed XinXin's hair. He could feel the tension in XinXin's body.
"I don't want to lose you."
XinXin's voice was tearful. He tightened his embrace on JiaJia's body.
"What did you really want to say that day?"
JiaJia asked as he returned XinXin's hug. He tried his best to calm XinXin down. Who would have thought that XinXin, who used to act like a spartan, could turn into such a spoiled person?
"I want to say that your face is not cheerful at all. I don't like you making that face."
XinXin's voice was in a low tone. His face began to blush. XinXin was really embarrassed to say such words. It's not easy for someone with a sharp tongue like him to say sweet words. It feels like his dignity is already rolling on the floor.
JiaJia chuckled at those words.
"I also don't like you keeping secrets from me."
JiaJia said.
"Secret? What secret?"
XinXin asked in puzzled. What secret is he hiding from JiaJia? XinXin was completely lost.
"You've been acting strange for the past few months. Why? Because of Shen Yi?"
JiaJia asked without hesitation. He wanted a definite answer from XinXin.
"Shen Yi? What about Shen Yi?"
XinXin asked with a lot of questions marks on his head. Why was Shen Yi's name mentioned in their conversation? Does JiaJia like Shen Yi?
"Don't you want to go back to Shen Yi?"
XinXin quickly raised his face. "I'm going back to Shen Yi? What the hell are you trying to say, JiaJia? Why would I want to go back to Shen Yi after I've been with you?"
"Oh...he's jealous..." XinXin smiled. "JiaJia's jealous face is really cute. I can't get enough of this face."
"I'm angry right now. Why are you smiling?"
JiaJia said angrily as he gently pulled XinXin's hair. It makes him angry when he treated like that. He feel like he just a toy in his free time.
"I'm only happy to see your jealousy face."
XinXin kissed JiaJia's nose, which had been his dream for a long time. JiaJia closed his eyes. Hoping for more than that.
XinXin smiled. He also wanted to do more than that. But he chose to wait until JiaJia was really ready to receive it.
"For tonight, just here is enough."
XinXin said while rubbing JiaJia's nose. JiaJia opened his eyes. Looking at XinXin with disappointment. XinXin just responded with a smile.
"We'll do more than this when you're really ready to accept me. Besides, the night with you is still long. We'll spend a lot of our time together. So don't rush. I don't want you to regret it later."
XinXin continued as he let go of JiaJia's body. He lay down next to JiaJia. Holding his hand. "Nights with you are always beautiful. I'm grateful that you're always be by my side even though you've been hurt many times because of my stupidity. JiaJia..forgive me. I promise I won't hurt you again."
"Who said I wanted more than that?"
JiaJia turned his body away from XinXin. There was a sullen tone in his voice. He really felt embarrassed by his actions earlier. But, he was also an ordinary person. He also had lust for his lover. "Was it wrong?" JiaJia frowned in disappointment.
XinXin hugs JiaJia from behind. Gently kissing JiaJia's neck. JiaJia whimpered in amusement. But like a tug of war, XinXin stopped there. Fishing for JiaJia's lust, then he let JiaJia wait without further action.
"I want you to be completely ready to receive my XXL size."
XinXin's whisper was soft and passionate. JiaJia was stunned for a moment. "What's XXL? Is it that big?"