She was just having a crush, she originally really only had a crush on Camden River.
This feeling is so bitter, yet so sweet.
She felt humble, unworthy of him, and was already striving to be better, hoping to catch up with his footsteps, hoping someday, perhaps when she was good enough, she would have the chance to confess.
She had thought about Camden River not accepting her.
It didn't matter, she genuinely once felt that even if Camden River didn't accept her, it didn't matter.
She wasn't greedy.
She could carry this feeling, graduate, work, get married, have children.
Maybe when she's old, she can tell her grandchildren, that when grandma was still a young girl, she liked the most outstanding boy in our school. He was especially excellent, the top scorer in our humanities stream, and attended the best humanities university in the country, wasn't that amazing?
