The world outside Jessica's window was a tapestry of greens and golds, alive with the rustle of leaves and the distant, cheerful chatter of life in the village market. Inside, her world was a sanctuary of soft white sheets, the rhythmic hiss of an oxygen concentrator, and the muted glow of a bedside lamp. Jessica, barely seventeen, had known little else. Her illness, a relentless shadow, had tethered her to her bed for as long as she could remember, a delicate cage of bone and muscle that refused to obey her spirit's fierce yearning for freedom.
Yet, freedom she found. It began subtly, an accidental slip during a fever dream. One moment, she lay entangled in the harsh grip of pain; the next, she was floating, weightless, just inches above her own still form. Her heart, a frail bird, fluttered not in her chest, but somewhere in her intangible self, thrumming with a disbelief that quickly blossomed into exhilarating wonder.
This was astral projection, a gift born of her desperate longing, a secret world her spirit could access while her body slept or simply rested on the precipice of consciousness.
Her first flights were tentative, confined to the familiar contours of her room. She marvelled at the texture of the ceiling, the dust motes dancing in sunbeams, the worn cover of her favourite book leaning on the nightstand – all seen from a perspective no human eye could achieve without a ladder. Then, emboldened, she slipped through the wooden door, a ghost in her own house. She drifted through the silent halls, past her sleeping parents, their faces etched with worry only sleep could momentarily erase, and out into the small, manicured garden her mother tended with such devotion.
The moon hung like a silver coin above, casting long, dancing shadows. Jessica, a shimmering wisp of herself, floated among the rose bushes, their heavy blooms perfuming the cool night air. She could see the dew drops clinging to the petals, feel the illusory brush of a phantom breeze, but could not touch. The longing to pluck a single, velvety rose, to feel its cool petals against her cheek, was a sharp ache in her spirit. It was her first taste of the bittersweet nature of her freedom: to see, to witness, but never to truly interact.
Despite this limitation, her joy was boundless. Every night, as her body succumbed to sleep, her spirit would stir, ready for its nightly sojourn. The garden soon proved too small. She ventured further, a silent observer in the slumbering village. She hovered above the market square, now empty save for discarded fruit peels and the lingering scent of spices. She saw the butcher's cat, stalking shadows, and the baker preparing the morning's bread, his movements a symphony of practiced grace. The world, once a distant rumour, unveiled itself to her, layer by vibrant layer.
As weeks turned into months, Jessica's astral journeys grew bolder, her control more refined. She learned to travel not just locally, but over greater distances, guided by instinct and the quiet whispers of the world's hidden beauty. The genre of her existence shifted from mere observation to genuine, fantastical exploration.
One night, drawn by an inexplicable pull, she found herself drifting over a landscape she'd only known from old maps: the Whispering Woods, a dense, ancient forest said to hold forgotten secrets. As she descended, the mundane world dissolved, replaced by something far more ethereal. The trees themselves seemed to hum with an unseen energy, their gnarled branches reaching like skeletal fingers towards the moon. She saw flickers of light, deep within the glades – fireflies, but brighter, more purposeful, weaving intricate patterns in the air.
She followed them, her spirit light and curious, until she reached a clearing she recognized from a faded sketch in an old folklore book: a circle of standing stones, their surfaces slick with moss, radiating a faint, greenish glow. Here, the air thrummed with a palpable magic. Glimpses of fleeting forms darted between the stones—small, luminous beings with wings like dragonfly gossamer, their laughter like the tinkling of wind chimes.
Faeries, she realized, her spirit trembling with awe. She watched, mesmerized, as they danced in a silent, moonlit ballet, their movements weaving invisible threads of light into the ancient earth. For the first time, Jessica felt not just like an observer, but a silent participant in a world far grander than she had ever imagined possible. She lingered until the first hint of dawn, reluctant to leave this pocket of pure, unadulterated enchantment.
Her physical body, meanwhile, continued its slow, inexorable decline. The doctors spoke in hushed tones, their words often lost in the thrumming of her oxygen machine, but their weary eyes conveyed the truth: her time was becoming shorter. Yet, a strange peace settled over Jessica. There was no fear, only a quiet, burning desire to see more. Her astral journeys became her focus, her purpose. She wasn't just escaping; she was living.
Her adventures became increasingly vivid and fantastical. She soared above snow-capped mountains whose peaks touched the stars, their silence profound and ancient. She dove into the cerulean depths of the ocean, where colossal, bioluminescent creatures pulsed with inner light, singing an ancient song of the deep.
She floated through fields of lumina-flowers that bloomed only under the light of twin moons, their petals shimmering with every colour imaginable. Each journey was a tapestry woven with wonder, beauty, and a growing sense of belonging to something vast and eternal.
One particularly weak morning, her body felt heavier than usual, her breaths shallow and ragged. Her parents, their faces etched with grief barely contained, sat by her bedside, holding her frail hands. She knew this was it. Instead of sorrow, a profound sense of anticipation welled within her. This would be her greatest journey yet.
As the sun began to set, painting the sky in fiery hues of orange and violet, Jessica felt her spirit stir. This time, there was no gentle separation; it was a powerful, almost magnetic pull. She rose, not just above her bed, but higher, through the ceiling, through the roof, leaving the warmth of her room behind. She ascended past the highest clouds, past the thin blue veil of Earth's atmosphere, into the velvet expanse of space.
Below her, Earth was a breathtaking marble, swirling with continents and oceans, framed by the infinite depth of twinkling stars. It was magnificent, but she wasn't drawn to it. Her gaze, her very being, was pulled upwards, towards a phenomenon she had never encountered before.
Across the cosmos, spanning unimaginable distances, flowed a river of pure starlight. It wasn't a solid mass, but a shimmering, incandescent current, formed of countless individual stars and nebulae, flowing like a celestial stream. It pulsed with an ethereal light, emitting a silent, resonant hum that vibrated deep within her spirit. This was the Sky River, a cosmic pathway, the ultimate journey.
She knew, with an understanding that transcended words, that this was where spirits went. It was not an end, but a continuation, a grand communion. Without hesitation, without fear, Jessica let herself be drawn into the luminous current.
The Sky River enveloped her, not with cold or darkness, but with a warmth that was both comforting and exhilarating. She became one with the flow, a shimmering mot. As she drifted, she saw glimpses of her life, not as a frail girl bound to a bed, but as the free spirit she had become. She saw the dew-kissed roses, the dancing faeries, the glowing mountains, the deep-sea wonders, the lumina-flowers – all the beauty and magic she had experienced, coalescing into a single, breathtaking memory.
There was no pain, no suffering, only absolute peace and an overwhelming sense of joy. Her spirit unfurled, expanding beyond all previous limitations, becoming part of the boundless, eternal light.
Back in her soft, white bed, Jessica's physical body let out a soft, final sigh. A faint, serene smile graced her lips, a reflection of the boundless happiness of her spirit as it soared, utterly free, along the majestic current of the Sky River. When the nurse, alerted by the silence of the oxygen machine, entered the room moments later, she found Jessica at peace, a quiet joy radiating from her still form, a final, beautiful testament to a life lived most fully beyond the confines of flesh.
