Stephanie Ivy Alonzo
As he walked out, I sat on my bed and looked at the ceiling. I recalled the last night's moments wandering about what we did.
I don't know if I should feel proud or if I should be angry.
What am I doing?
My phone beeps and a notification pops.
'I reached :)' I smiled, but somewhere, I was confused with everything happening between us.
I really don't understand. I mean, what's happening to me and then I looked at myself in the mirror.
"Shame on you Ivy!" I saw my same reflection in the mirror.
"You came here for your family and to make your dream come true, but now you are just making love with a boy!" She kept on saying.
"Don't forget he is an actor, not a human. Even if he is, what more could it happen? How will you recognise if he is being true?"
"You are not in your own country whom you can understand but in a different country!"
I walked out and then looked at the phone again, I saw our pictures, but surprisingly, I saw mine and Mingzè looking like a couple.
But then this question raised my mind "Are we even a couple?'
I tossed my phone aside and started to feel weird, but I decided not to let this negative thing conquer my mind.
Just then, I removed my towel and began to take a shower. The water flew, but the night activity was written back to me.
I began to imagine him, and slowly, I felt his presence.
Rubbing my skin and bathing with me. I could feel him, standing at the back. Moved his hand to remove the hair from my neck.
Kissing my neck, and I moaning, he began to push me near the wall.
After a long time, I enjoy the shower; otherwise, I come out quickly because of the seminar.
Just then, he moved his hand all over, applying the soap, and then I could feel my eyes getting close automatically.
Just then, I turned myself around, and he pushed me near the wall; I felt himself pressing just to feel my skin.
The steam and the heat of his body made me surrender to him forever.
I turned towards him and pressed my body against him, then I spread my arms to kiss him.
The water ran over our bodies; bathing while kissing was a passionate thing.
I was feeling the excitement of being with him and feeling this was getting intense.
He didn't stop his things and I didn't want him to end. Part of my body is accepting his touches.
I feel no more stranger things but it's like I have known him forever.
My body needs him but I am loving it as much as he making me satisfied.
I looked at him eye to eye; even though we were pleased, I could feel the love flowing in our blood and right now; we were under the shower of pleasure.
My lips don't want his kisses to end but to be infinite. I don't know which superpower I possess, but I am not getting tired.
Just then, I came out with the towel and looked in the mirror; I felt him coming near to me.
The closer he got, the more he got disappeared just like the leaves fading from the trees.
Even though it's a dream, I still want it real.
"How can I be so shameless?" I got irritated with my lust.
I dried my hair and body and felt a little unusual sensation in my body, but I chose to deny it.
Just then I sat on my bed and wore a gown to apply lotion over my body.
Just then my phone began to ring, and I hesitated to receive it, but I received it.
It was Mom, and guess what? I forgot to call her yesterday.
Just then I sat down and received it.
"Hey, Mom!" With a smile.
The next second, my smile disappeared.