Sam pov
'What just happened that night, i just can't take my mind off from that. Maybe i would lose my sanity thinking about this for like eternity. Gabriel kissed me maybe accidentally but it happened actually. Why i smam affected? But why i shouldn't be affected, because my first kiss just got stole accidentally. How i will face him today, maybe i should stay away from his side the whole day. Even he is close to me I can't brush off the thought that we kissed which is too embarassing.'
'God why me and even with Gabriel!Aghh!
After entering the school entrance i made my way to the classroom. In mission to avoid Gabriel until the school ends. But it makes me question that
'for how long?'.
Maybe i should turn to home but what should i answer my parents. Maybe i should have faked sickness today but still again
'for how long?'.
As i was yo enter the class i paused before taking a long breath, i can hear everyone's voice which made me nothing but more nervous. After taking a deep breath i move ahead to make every head snap at me because almost the whole class was present in the party.
As i stepped i dropped my head down walking ahead towards my seat. I sat down and i can sense all eyes towards me but i cannot hear anybody talking about last night's incident. Maybe they took it easily. Putting all my courage i held my head above to look around. I glanced at dawn, daniel ,Shawn and Mira and they smiled at me widely together. Something's strange why were they smiling? Ignoring them i turned beside to find my seat empty. Gabriel wasn't present yet. But he used to make to school early .
'Did he regretted that kiss? Come on it wasn't intentionally! Has he gotten himself into something, maybe his parents are back. He skips school just to make upto his parents who are totally workholic and barely look after him. Maybe they consider their business more than their son. He is always with a butler and their parents most trusted maid.'
"Hey girl, what's up!" Jania said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Hmm, fine" i said looking casual.
" Doesn't looks so! Uncertainty is evading through your face!" She said while giggling.
"Nothing really!" I said hiding my expressions which couldn't get unnoticed by her.
"Well, Gabriel is absent today!" She said making a sad face which was surely to tease me.
"Yeah, maybe he is sick or something or his parents might have returned"
"Maybe he can't get over your kiss that day" she said while bumping her shoulder to mine.
"Arghh! Stop it Jania that was an accident!" I exclaimed in disgust.
"Aren't you affected?" She asked making me look at her.
"Maybe.. i am !" I can't hide it from her she can easily detect my lie.
Well, yes i am fucking affected!
"See! You are, just accept you love him girl or shouldn't be affected this much!"
"Maybe i am affected because it was a kiss, my fucking first one which got stole by an accident!"
"Arghh! Girl , when it is meant to be it will. Stop stressing about it !"" Maybe he loves you?"
"He just flirts around and has been my best friend doesn't mean he loves me!"
"What if he does? Will you accept?" She asked making me serious as hell. 'What if he does?'
" I don't know" i said looking down.
" It's your choice but you know him since your childhood but if you aren't ready to take this friendship more ahead then don't!"
" I think i am afraid of some things"
" What things girl?"
" I have closely seen people getting attached quick but when they do not work together they part ways and become strangers like they haven't met each other before. I don't want to lose a good friend into a stranger"
"You are thinking too much darling, don't bring so much things to your pretty little brain, understood?"
"Hmm"
The teacher entered the class and the lecture started yet my eyed drifted to the door expecting him anytime but unfortunately he didnt.
Gabriel's pov
That kiss! Arghh!! I cant stop thinking about it since last night. I felt something uncertain last night after that kiss. Something which made me more vulnerable. I just wanted to thank the person who luckily pushed me a little and i got a chance to taste her lips.
Am i being addicted to her lips!
Sitting on my bed thinking about it like 100th time feels like that thoughts are about to rip my head for sure. But just then yesterday i realized that i love Sam more than just as a friend. Well i had this feelings for her but never realized that it would turn into something more. Her absence, her presence with someone else makes my breathing stop for a minute thinking that i might lose her. Today i didn't make up to the school because mom and dad were arriving today. Well they have a business meeting here so they finally decided to meet me. I am waiting for their arrival.
Did she missed me today? Will be she regretting the last night kiss? Still though it was an accidental kiss i couldn't help but think and smile about it the whole day
"Master, Sir and mam has arrived they are waiting for you downstairs" my butler said snapping me out of my thoughts
"I'll come down"
"Are you okay master?"
"Yes i am indeed, what makes you think like that!"
"Your cheeks and neck have turned red that's why!"
"It's nothing"i said brushing off the awkwardness.
He exited the room and i also followed him downstairs.
"How are you my child?" Dad came towards me to hug. But i can't, why he is even bothered about me, he never does.
"Why are you even bothered?" I can see the rage in his eyes after absorbing my words.
"I am your dad kid, why i shouldn't be!" He growled.
"Stop acting like you care about your child. Stop pretending to be my dad because you never have been acted or felt like my dad. You never cared what i think, do, talk. So why now all this concern all of a sudden!"
"I thought this kid would have removed this thought from his mind that i don't take him as my son but all he do is complaining about his own dad after all of this care i show!" He shouted hard which made me flinch.
I said nothing but ran away towards my room feeling like crying and bursting out at that moment. There must be some kind of reason he is asking about my well being which he never did in this years, he just used to ask my butler and never intended to talk to me whenever he is out or even in the house. He just observes my all moves. Leaving their son behind alone in the house and taking their business as serious as hell that it is more important than me. I bet they are gonna put me into the same pit of hell.
You all may think as a stupid i am crying about why my parents didn't care about me. But to be true it feels like hell when you have no adult to care for you , to guide you, spend time with you, listen to you. Whether i have lot of friends but i needed a happy family where i can peacefully live with my parents which my parents proved to be wrong. My only family i believe is my friends who know me more than my parents.
Sometimes i feel embarassed to say that they know me more than the people who gave me birth
"Is their work and money are more important than me!"