" Mum, I you know than you're happy now wherever you're.
But am not happy after doing this to her....., I fill the guilty that I never felt before.
Why would I feel so , mum..., she
deserved it.
" No. I don't deserve it, you also know that, Josh.
And your heart knows it more". Anita replies.
Josh slowly stand up , he walk towards her.
After reaching, he wraps his hand in her waste and pulls her closer to him.
Her eyes widened a little bit , she rapidly swallows her saliva.
Her body got paralyzed.
" Wh...what are you doing?"
" I should be the one to ask here..., what are you doing here ?"
" Well ....I .....I ".
" So you don't have what to say , huh....?" Josh says as he pushes her on his bed.
" Wha..., what are going to do to me?" Anita asks in fear.
" You came to my bedroom without my permission, so am going to do anything I want without your permission".
Josh gently start to touch on her thighs in a romantic way.
" You like it". Josh says.
" I....I..."
Josh extends his lips to hers before she could finish the sentence.
They slowly deepen the kiss.
Before they could prolong the kiss, Anita's mind returned to normal.
She abruptly pushed him away.
" What are you doing, Josh ...?
You're trying to take an advantage of my weakness.
I never thought that you'll be that disgusting".
" What....? , is it me or it's you ?
You snicked into my house and came iny bedroom.
I asked you what you what brought you in and you had no answer...".
" Being without an answer doesn't mean that you should take advantage of me...".
" But you liked it ....., and you was ready for it".
" You was playing with my emotions in the way that humiliates me.
Haven't you done enough .....?"
" No...., it's not enough.
I still want you to suffer, I want you to feel the pain of being humiliated just as you did to my mother".
" She is dead ...., your mother is dead so she can never be humiliated because the world care less about what is spoken about the dead people....."
" The world might not care but I care...
And am willing to fight anyone who humiliates her.
So , get out of my house. Now ".
Anita slowly walks away. Before she could get out, Josh gripped her hand.
" Am sorry , I didn't mean what I did.
Let me hope you will find a place in your heart to forgive me". Josh says as he let go of her hand.
She quickly run away from his bedroom.
Before she could get out of the house , she landed at Jane Rocky.
" Who're you, young lady?
Oh! I remember now, you're Emmanuel Anderson's fiancee.....
What are you doing here ?"
" Well...I ..." Anita starts to stammer.
" She came here to see me, auntie.
She want me to tell the public that the photos and the videos are fake and I have agreed to do so.
Isn't it , Anita ...."
"Ye....,yes. We're equal now, I should go now".
Anita quickly get out of the house.
Jane keep on staring at Josh with a questioning face.
" Auntie , why do you look at me with that look...?"
" She was your secretary, Anita Ricky,huh?"
" Yes , auntie".
" Do you've secret feelings towards her?"
" What are you saying , auntie ?, she is a fiancee to a son of my enemy".
" That's not the answer , my son. I know you very well and am like your mother.
Since you're mom died , I never saw you getting close to any kind of a girl or lie for a girl but I have been noticing it in you since she came in your life.
You're fighting Emmanuel not because you hate him but because you're jealous of him...."
" That's enough , auntie. I told you am not in love with her ....."
" But you lied for her, you got drunk for her , you got a heart break because she betrayed you.
Isn't that love ..."
" Okay , auntie. I admit , am in love with her and am jealous of Emmanuel.
His family always take my happiness , his parents took my mom and now he is taking my love away from me.
And what hurts me the most is that I cannot make her understand that am in love with her.
" Then you'll have to choose between her and revenge, you cannot handle both her and revenge at the same time...."
" That is something I cannot do , auntie.
I promised to avenge my mother's death so I cannot get my happiness when her soul is not happy.
Am ready to sacrifice my love and my happiness for revenge....."
" You're obsession to revenge is destroying, Josh.
You need to leave your life and let go of the past....."
" Past belongs to us and it will never be taken away from us.
Past make us to be what we're, past is where we come from and we'll always end up in past.
Past make us stronger to fight the circumstances in our presence and our future".
" So you'll keep yourself in past for the rest of your life..."
If it's the way to avenge my mother's death.
Am willing to live in past for my entire life".
At Anita's house.
Anita return at home , Emmanuel is in the kitchen cooking.
Anita slowly enter the kitchen and wrap her hands in his waste from his back.
" You're back , my love".
" Yes. What're you cooking ?"
" It's a surprise dish wait until I serve"
" Okay....., let me sit and wait ". Anita says as she gets out of the kitchen. Before she could get out, Emmanuel gripped her hand.
" Would youond if I ask what you've talked about with that bustard, Josh Rocky.....?"
" It's nothing much ".
" Really...."
" Yes. I just asked him to tell the public the real truth but he didn't agree with me".
" Did he do anything to you ...."
" What...!" Anita says as her mind run back to what happened between her and Josh Rocky and got a smile on her cheeks.
" Hmmm....., did he?"
Anita quickly got out of her thoughts.
" No. Of course not, why would he do anything to me ?
We just talked and I came back home".