If only you knew how I felt half the time
If only you knew what it's like
If only you could say the words I need to hear
If only you knew how much I hurt
If only you could hold me without fear
If only you knew I stopped feeling stopped caring stopped living and is an empty shell
If only you knew everyday I wake up wishing it would end wishing that someone sees my pain and tell me something
If only my chest wasn't this heavy and my head wasn't deadly
If only I had somebody who knew me more than I known myself
Everyday I wish for that tv romance that TV best friend that TV luck to make me come alive again
If only I had something anything to make me want to live again.