How wide is the sky?
How deep is the ocean?
How much does the brain weigh?
How many seconds in eternity?
Throughout life, we often ask ourselves questions to which we will never know the answer. Tormented by tears. Exhaustion from eternal wondering. We remain morbidly curious about what could be, and spend less time facing towards what is.
How long have I spent writing this story? What am I hoping to accomplish with this work? Is this a valiant attempt to find a response to the ponderings of my own inquiry? Or is this story, Emanon, Kumiko, Kagami, Olympia, and Kiyomi, too, a form of drastic escapism to forget about my troubling thoughts? These questions that keep me up at night: Am I just thrusting them to others?
The brain may be just the weight of God, but how much weight am I carrying? How much accountability have I taken for the actions that have led me to where I am now? Am I carrying all of that weight? Or is someone else carrying it for me?
Do I blame my past sorrows on the people who are connected with those memories?
Do I blame my current dissatisfaction with those I take for granted here and now?
Will I spite my future family for the life I could have lived?
Will I always be unhappy?
Or will I carry the weight of God and one day, someday, live a life I can be happy with?
I wonder:
How many seconds in eternity?
This has been Fairytales & Delusions - End of Everything (Intro) - Kiyomi Eternity
Thank you.
Smell you later~