Sure, here is the translation:
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Back then, he truly wanted to find her and bring her back, but... for what reason?
She said she was tired and wanted a change in her life.
Was it he who made her feel exhausted? So how could he shamelessly seek her out?
But even if he did bring her back, what could he promise her?
Love? Or marriage?
Marriage is like a besieged city. Once you enter, the consequences... he dared not imagine.
Perhaps after leaving him... she would find her own happiness!
Yet, for some reason, an image often materialized in his mind, like a hallucination, as if... that woman under him that night was her! And that feeling grew ever stronger.
That wild night... He did not ask, and she did not mention it, it was as if they turned the page, yet it remained indelibly etched in his heart.
It left Su Yebai disquieted.
But she was gone, no one could answer that question anymore.
