MIKO
I cannot sleep.
Not even listening to music helps because my mind is a mess. I cannot stop thinking about Jude.
"You understand, right?"
My chest hurts, and not just from singing and dancing but from the way my heart is broken. I was fast with it all. I made a mistake, and now I can't take it back. I shouldn't have told him anything, but I did anyway, and now here I am, wondering if I will be able to face him without crying like the idiot I am.
I cannot control myself or my feelings when it comes to Jude. God knows I wish I could, but I am high-strung on him. Even now, after shooting me down, breaking my heart, and choosing a career over me, I am still aching to touch him, I am craving him tonight to hold him. It's desperate, I am this pathetic mess, desperate for someone who rejected me.
