Until earlier last evening when he finally appeared in front of me at the coffee house. Yet the fact that I did not recognise him when I saw him overwhelms me in extreme agony——
Over and over again I pledged to never hurt him as I decided to love him no matter what was awaiting ahead… Still, I allowed everything about him to be wholly wiped off my memory, and I allowed myself to live in bliss without bothering to recall him…
All these memories, they reverberate inside my head so thunderingly, that my temper begins to pulsate so strongly as if my skull is about to crack;
All these sentiments buried inside my heart, they surge up like a water fountain, that the pressure draws out all the oxygen from my chest as if my heart is about to crash;
All my longings towards him burst out like tidal waves, that they flood my eyes, sending tears running down my cheeks like a raving deluge…
