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Chapter 1 - Cast Down

Etreuf crossed the throne room with his head unbowed, and the fire bent away from him as he passed.

Good. Even here, even at the foot of the throne, the flame still knew which of them to fear. He held that thought close and kept walking.

There were no walls in this place. Only standing fire, great sheets of it holding their shape because the thing on the throne willed them to. Everything here kept its shape because the thing on the throne willed it. That was the rot. That was what he had spent three hundred years coming to end.

Lucifer watched him come.

Not horns. Not ruin. Etreuf had never understood why the lesser souls whispered about horns. Only silver: armour so pale it seemed lit from within, older than any war he could put a name to, and a long sword laid across the Ruin's knees whose edge was a single unbroken line of fire. That face was beautiful the way a cliff is beautiful. You admire it right up until the drop.

"Etreuf." Quiet. He never had to be loud. "You've come a long way to kneel."

"I haven't come to kneel."

The standing fire shivered. All through the hall the realm's lesser things leaned in, and Etreuf felt them do it, felt the weight of every eye. A demon lord did not say such words to the throne. He had counted on that. Let them watch. Let all of it watch, and remember which of us said it first.

"The kingdom rots from the crown down." He pitched his voice to carry, the way he had taught himself over three long centuries. "You sit. You judge. You let the strong starve so the order stays tidy. Power that does nothing is a wall, Lucifer." He raised his hands, and his own fire answered: deep red bleeding into a black that swallowed the light off the nearest flames. The finest fire in the realm beneath the throne's own, and every soul present knew it. "And walls come down."

For one breath he believed it.

Lucifer rose. Slowly. The way a tide comes in, which is to say the way you do not notice you are already in over your head.

"Power without purpose is chaos," the Ruin said, almost gently, the way you would explain a thing to a child who will never get older. "And chaos has no place in my kingdom."

Etreuf threw everything he was at the throne.

He never landed the blow.

The light came from above. There was no above. No sky over the standing fire, nothing up there but more fire, and still it came, a white line splitting the world open from a place that had no right to exist. For one impossible instant the hall rang like a struck bell. A single vast note went through his teeth and his bones and some deep seam of him he had no name for.

Lucifer's face changed.

Etreuf saw it in the last half breath before the white took him. The Ruin, who feared nothing, who was the thing that others feared, looking up. Startled.

That wasn't yours. The thought came cold and clear through the rising roar. You didn't do this.

The white closed over him like water over a stone. The throne, the fire, that startled silver face, all of it tore away. Then he was falling, out of the realm, out of everything he knew, down through a shrieking dark in a language older than screaming.

He fell for a moment. He fell for a thousand years.

And far below, impossibly far, at the very bottom of the dark, there was a small wet light.

He fell toward it.

Rain again.

Elliot left his hood down, because there was no use in it once you were this soaked, and tucked the parcel tighter against his chest to keep the warmth in a little longer. Pie for Old Hesk. Still hot. That was the whole plan, and it was a good one.

"You'll catch your death," Adam said, catching up, holding his coat over both their heads in a way that helped neither of them. A head taller, a year older, and worried like it was a trade he had apprenticed in.

"Then you'd buy Hesk his pies."

"I would not."

"You would. You'd grumble the whole way there." Elliot grinned sideways. "It's your worst quality. You're kind and you hate it."

Adam opened his mouth, found nothing in it, and shut it again. Elliot let him keep what was left of his dignity and walked on.

The square slid past them, grey and streaming. The notice board had gone soft with damp and the guild postings were curling at their edges. A fresh one had been pinned in a hurry, the ink already bleeding. B-rank in the eastern reeds. Coin or shard. Mind the children. Somebody's bad week. Somebody else's payday. Elliot filed it away without slowing.

Hollowmere sat at the bottom of its green valley the way it always had. Too small and too poor for any king to bother naming it, the old folk said. One of the gaps in the map. There was the leaning shrine at the crossroads, its god's face worn to nothing a thousand years ago. There was the long muddy road out, running toward the desert empires and the frozen queens and the great stacked cities that people talked about the way they talked about dragons. Elliot looked at that road more than was good for him. One day he would walk it. He had decided that a while ago, and he was stubborn about the things he decided.

Old Hesk lived at the town's edge in a house that leaned like it had given up on standing straight. Elliot knocked, waited, knocked again, and when the door cracked on the old man's one suspicious eye he held the parcel up like a password.

"Didn't ask for this."

"I know."

"Can't pay for it."

"I know that too." He pressed it into Hesk's hands before the old man's pride could get a word in. The trick was always to be faster than the pride. "Eat it hot. It's better hot."

Hesk looked at the pie. Then at him. Something moved in the seamed old face, small, like a stone settling after a long time holding still.

"Your mother was the same." The words came out rough. "Couldn't keep a thing to herself if her life hung on it." A sniff. "Got her killed, near enough."

The warmth in Elliot's chest did not go out. It pulled in tighter, the way a candle does when you cup a hand round it. He did not remember her. He had two things of hers: the way certain people's faces went soft when they had known her, and a small iron coin, worn smooth, marked with signs no one in Hollowmere could read. He wore it under his shirt on a cord. His fingers found it without asking him first.

"Then I'll be careful," he said.

They both knew it was a lie. The corner of Hesk's mouth twitched, which was as close to a thank you as the old man had in him, and the door creaked shut.

The thunder started on the walk home.

It started wrong. Thunder in Hollowmere was a low grumbling familiar thing, the sky clearing its throat. This was one sound, whole and clean, struck on something the size of the heavens, and it did not roll away the way thunder is supposed to. It hung. In the wet air. In Elliot's chest. And, he stopped walking, in the little iron coin against his skin, which had gone suddenly and wrongly warm.

Adam froze mid step. "What was that?"

"I don't know."

The clouds tore.

Not rain. Light. A column of it, white to red to a black that hurt to look at, punching straight down out of the storm. Onto the valley. Onto the road. Onto him.

"Elliot!"

Adam hit him from the side and they went down into the mud together, and that was the only reason Adam lived, because the thing in the light was not aiming and did not care. Where Elliot had been standing, the world simply stopped being there.

The sound arrived a breath behind the light, behind the heat, behind the ground jumping up to hit them. A crack with no edges to it, that did not enter his ears so much as take over, for one white moment, the whole idea of hearing.

Then silence, ringing. Then rain, hissing where it landed on something that glowed.

Elliot pushed himself up out of the muck, ears screaming, and looked.

A crater had opened in the road. At the bottom of it, half sunk, sat an orb of dying light, guttering red and black, the size of a man curled small, pulsing like it had run a long way and could not find its breath. It was wrong to look at. The longer he stared, the less it stayed an orb. His eyes kept insisting it was a creature, folded in on itself, huge and crushed down and furious, and under the fury, afraid.

Run, said every sensible part of him. Adam had his sleeve, hauling. "Elliot. Elliot, come on, we have to go."

The thing was hurt. He could feel it the way you feel heat off a stove without touching it, and the feeling reached the stubborn place in him that had already made up its mind, the same place that decided things and would not be talked out of them. A hurt thing was a thing you helped. It did not matter that it had fallen out of the sky. It did not matter that every nerve he owned was begging him, this once, to be afraid.

The coin was burning now.

"Don't," Adam breathed. "Elliot. Don't."

Elliot stepped down into the crater and put his hand against the light.

The white came again, inward this time. A flood pouring into him, through his palm, up his arm, down into the warm seam where the coin's heat had pooled. It did not hurt the way the lightning would have. It hurt the way being suddenly more hurts, like a room built for one candle forced all at once to hold a fire. He felt himself stretch around something far too big for a boy to hold. Somewhere behind him Adam was screaming his name. Somewhere nearer than his own heartbeat, something spoke.

Not aloud. Under his thoughts. Smoke and old fury, raw from a fall longer than the world.

Where. Where am I. What is this. This cage. This small, wet, weak.

The light went out.

Elliot knelt alone at the bottom of the crater, rain running off his chin, his heart slamming, and his mother's coin gone cold and quiet against a chest that held two of something now, where all his life there had only been one.

The voice stilled. When it came again it was low, and dangerous, and disbelieving, like a king waking in a beggar's bed.

You. Boy. What is your name.

Elliot answered it. He did not decide to. It was simply the thing you did when somebody asked, and some part of him, the same stubborn part, had already decided that this was a somebody.

"Elliot," he said into the rain. "My name's Elliot." He swallowed. "What's yours?"

Silence. A long one, like the held breath before the bell.

Run, the voice said finally. Not a warning. A verdict, in the tone of a man telling a horse that it has been sold. Little Elliot. You should be running.

Behind him, Adam had gone still at the crater's lip, staring down, the coat forgotten and slipping off his shoulder into the mud. Whatever he was seeing in Elliot's face had stolen the words out of him.

Elliot got to his feet. His legs held. He was still there. Still himself, still small, still soaked to the bone in the middle of a road at the bottom of a valley no king had ever named.

He did not run.

"Come on," he said quietly, to Adam, and to the thing behind his ribs, and to whatever came next.

And he climbed up out of the crater into the rain.

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