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Chapter 41 - 10.Caleb's words

Caleb's Perspective: A Quiet Word with Felix

The days following the art studio incident and the family dinner had been… interesting. The palpable tension between Elisa and Felix had definitely lessened, replaced by something quieter, more thoughtful. I'd even seen Felix almost smile at her in the cafeteria. Small victories.

I caught Felix after a particularly grueling badminton practice. He was toweling off, looking a bit less guarded than usual. "You know," I started, leaning against a nearby bench, "that was a good move, with the puppy. And for what it's worth, Elisa's photography is brilliant. My parents even saw her series at a local gallery exhibit last month."

Felix grunted, tossing his towel over his shoulder. "It wasn't a 'move,' Cal. The dog was stuck. And her work is good. Better than most of the curated nonsense my family's foundation usually funds." He paused, then added, almost reluctantly, "And the article… it was a mess. She didn't deserve that."

"No, she didn't," I agreed. "She took it hard, you know. That 'public messes' comment. It really got to her." I watched him closely.

Felix's jaw tightened slightly, a familiar sign of his internal struggle. "I know," he said, his voice low. "It wasn't directed at her. But… she wouldn't have known that. It came out wrong." He ran a hand through his hair, a rare sign of genuine frustration, not just annoyance. "It's just… with everything else, the pressure, the family, the leaks. It's hard to be careful with every word."

"I get it, man," I said, putting a hand on his shoulder. "Your world's complicated. But Elisa… she sees things differently. She's not part of that world. She just saw her future being messed with, and then felt like she was part of your family's damage control. You fixed the public issue, but the personal one… takes more than scrubbing an article."

He looked at me, his dark eyes surprisingly reflective. "I know," he repeated, softer this time. "It's… fine now. I think." He pushed off the bench. "Thanks, Cal."

I just smiled. "Anytime. Just remember, sometimes a direct word, a genuine one, goes a lot further than a grand gesture, especially with Elisa." He didn't respond, just walked towards the exit, but I knew he'd heard me. And for Felix, that was a significant step.

Caleb's Perspective: Reassuring Elisa

I spotted Elisa in the common room later, flipping through a magazine. She looked more relaxed than she had in weeks, a quiet thoughtfulness in her eyes. I took the seat beside her.

"Hey, Elisa," I said gently. "How are you doing, really? After everything with that article, and then the scholarship stuff?"

She sighed, closing the magazine. "Better, honestly. Lisa helped me a lot. And... the dinner. It was a lot to take in. Mr. and Mrs. Thorne were actually really nice about my photography." She paused, then added, almost reluctantly, "And Felix too. In the art studio. He actually... complimented my work. Genuinely."

"Yeah, he told me," I said, nodding. "He thinks you're really talented. He actually has a good eye for art, even if he doesn't show it much."

She looked at me, a flicker of that earlier hurt still visible. "But when he said his family hates 'public messes,' it just… it felt like I was the mess. Like I was something embarrassing he had to clean up."

I leaned forward, my voice earnest. "Elisa, listen. You have to understand Felix's world. His family is all about reputation, control, avoiding any kind of scandal. When he said 'public messes,' he was thinking about how it would look to his father, to his family's business associates. Not about you as a person. He was probably just overwhelmed, and he reacted in the only way he knows how when he's under pressure: by being blunt and trying to take control."

"He's not good at being vulnerable, or explaining himself, or really, doing anything other than being kind of a jerk when he's stressed," I continued, offering a sympathetic smile. "But I promise you, he respects you. And he definitely didn't think you were a 'mess.' Just… the situation was a mess for him and his family. Does that make sense?"

She was quiet for a moment, absorbing my words. "I guess so," she said slowly. "It's just hard to separate the two. And his words still stung."

"I know," I acknowledged. "And you have every right to feel that way. But think about it: he got the article scrubbed, he saved that puppy, he helped you in the rain. And he actually complimented your art. Felix doesn't do those things unless he genuinely cares, or at least respects someone. He just has a really bad way of showing it sometimes."

She finally looked up, a small, genuine smile forming on her face. "He really doesn't, does he?"

"Nope," I chuckled. "But you're cutting through it. You're getting him to show a different side. That's pretty impressive, Elisa."

She laughed, a light, relieved sound. "Thanks, Caleb. I needed to hear that. You always have a way of making sense of things."

"That's what friends are for," I replied, feeling a quiet satisfaction. It was a tricky balance, supporting both of them, but I genuinely believed they were both good people, just navigating very different worlds. And maybe, just maybe, they were starting to find a way to meet in the middle.

Elisa's POV: Caleb's Insight

Caleb always had a way of cutting through my anxieties. After talking with him in the common room, his words kept replaying in my head. "He was probably just overwhelmed, and he reacted in the only way he knows how when he's under pressure: by being blunt and trying to take control." And, "He's not good at being vulnerable, or explaining himself, or really, doing anything other than being kind of a jerk when he's stressed."

It was like a light switch flipped. Suddenly, Felix's actions, which had seemed so deliberately cruel, began to make a twisted kind of sense. The public messes comment wasn't about me, the person. It was about his family's reputation, the constant pressure he clearly lived under. That sharp, cold tone he'd used? Not personal malice, but a knee-jerk reaction from someone who'd clearly spent his life managing expectations and putting up walls.

I thought back to the library. His face, tight with controlled fury, not just at me, but at the situation. The way he'd immediately taken out his phone to "handle it." It wasn't about punishing me; it was about protecting his own. And then the puppy. The genuine relief when his parents had praised my photography. Caleb was right. Felix wasn't just an arrogant jerk. He was a guy constantly battling his own world, and sometimes, he lashed out because it was the only way he knew how to cope.

It didn't erase the sting of his words entirely, but it softened it. It gave me a framework to understand him, rather than just react. He was still complicated, still frustratingly blunt, but now he felt less like a villain and more like... a deeply guarded person trying to navigate a life I couldn't even imagine. It made me curious, in a less confrontational way, about the real Felix underneath all that polished arrogance.

Felix's POV: Caleb's Uncomfortable Truths

Caleb's always been good at these uncomfortable, direct conversations. After badminton, he didn't pull any punches. "She took it hard, you know. That 'public messes' comment."

My jaw tightened. I knew. I'd seen it in her eyes, that raw humiliation. I'd told myself it was just part of the collateral damage, but it had bothered me. "It wasn't directed at her," I'd said, almost defensively. But even as I said it, I knew how it must have sounded. Like I was dismissing her feelings.

"It came out wrong," I admitted, running a hand through my hair. It was frustrating. I was constantly battling fires, trying to manage my father's expectations, dealing with leaks, with external pressures. Sometimes, a casual remark, a poorly chosen phrase, could cause unexpected damage. Caleb understood that. "It's hard to be careful with every word."

"She sees things differently. She's not part of that world," he'd said. That was the crux of it, wasn't it? My world was one of strategy, optics, and constant defense. Hers, from what I'd observed, was more genuine, less calculated. She reacted with raw emotion, not careful maneuvering. And my carefully chosen words, designed to convey a complex family situation, had simply landed as a brutal personal attack.

I knew I'd fixed the public problem, but Caleb was right: "the personal one… takes more than scrubbing an article." That quiet, almost dismissive "Okay. Thanks" she'd given me after the article vanished. The way she'd avoided my gaze. That stung more than any angry retort she could have thrown. She hadn't just been angry; she'd been hurt. By me.

His words made me realize the depth of that misunderstanding, and how my typical approach to 'handling' things just didn't work with someone like Elisa. She didn't want a problem solved; she wanted to be seen, to be respected. The art studio, the puppy—those moments had been less about fixing things and more about just being. Maybe that was the key. It was an unsettling thought, a different kind of challenge than I was used to. But it was something to consider.

What do you think of their reactions to Caleb's insights? We can now move the story forward with a new scene, or perhaps a moment where they subtly acknowledge this new understanding .

After Caleb's Talk: A New Approach (Elisa's POV)

Caleb's words had given me a new lens through which to see Felix. It wasn't an excuse for his sharp tongue, but it was an explanation. He was a product of his world, constantly battling pressures I couldn't comprehend. That didn't make him less annoying sometimes, but it made him less of a villain. He was just… guarded.

The next day, I saw Felix in the library again, this time at a large table near the windows, surrounded by scattered textbooks and a laptop. He looked deep in thought, a rare furrow in his brow that suggested genuine concentration, not just boredom. My old instinct would have been to pick a table far away, bury myself in my own work. But this time, I didn't. I needed a specific reference book from a shelf nearby, so I walked past his table, deliberately not averting my gaze.

As I reached for the book, I heard a quiet sigh from his table. I glanced over. He had leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his hair, looking utterly frustrated at something on his screen. It was a familiar gesture now, one I'd learned signified stress, not just arrogance.

My first thought was to just keep going, get my book and leave. But Caleb's words echoed: He's not good at being vulnerable, or explaining himself. And, He just has a really bad way of showing it sometimes.

Taking a deep breath, I pulled the book from the shelf and walked slowly back past his table. "Stuck?" I asked, my voice softer than I intended, devoid of any challenge.

He looked up, surprised, his eyes widening slightly. He probably expected me to ignore him, or snark. His gaze flickered from my face to the book in my hand. "It's… complicated," he grumbled, gesturing vaguely at his screen. "Figures. Numbers. My father's latest 'strategic investment' analysis. It never makes sense." There was a raw edge of genuine frustration in his voice.

I found myself nodding. "Sometimes it just takes stepping away for a bit," I offered, not judging, just stating. "Or looking at it from a completely different angle."

He stared at me for a long moment, assessing. His usual wall of indifference was a little lower today. "Maybe," he murmured, almost to himself. He didn't dismiss me. He just returned his gaze to his screen, still looking perplexed.

I didn't press. I simply gave a small, understanding nod, then walked to an empty table a few rows over. It wasn't a breakthrough conversation, not by any stretch. But it was an interaction free of animosity, free of the old scripts. I saw his struggle, and instead of reacting with annoyance, I felt a flicker of something akin to empathy. And he, for once, had shown me a glimpse of his own pressure, accepting my quiet observation without shutting me down. It was a small step, but it felt significant.

After Caleb's Talk: A Cautious Opening (Felix's POV)

Caleb's talk had been… unsettlingly accurate. "She sees things differently." "It came out wrong." "She didn't just want a problem solved, she wanted to be seen." The words had burrowed under my usual defenses. It bothered me that I'd genuinely hurt her. And the way she'd shut me out afterward, that quiet, cold dismissal – it had been worse than any argument.

I was in the library, trying to decipher a particularly obtuse financial report for my father's latest venture. My head was pounding. The numbers refused to align, the projections made no sense. It was the kind of frustration that usually made me lash out. I leaned back, sighing, running a hand through my hair. Another damn problem I had to 'handle.'

Then, a quiet voice. "Stuck?"

I looked up, surprised. It was Elisa. She wasn't avoiding me, wasn't glaring. Her expression was neutral, almost empathetic. She held some dusty old book. She was still quiet, but there was a new kind of composure about her.

My first instinct was to snap back, to dismiss her. "It's… complicated," I grumbled instead, gesturing vaguely at the numbers on my laptop. No point in trying to explain the labyrinthine world of my family's finances to her. "Figures. Numbers. My father's latest 'strategic investment' analysis. It never makes sense." The frustration in my voice was genuine, unfiltered. I hadn't meant to share that much, but it just… came out.

She nodded, not judging, just listening. "Sometimes it just takes stepping away for a bit," she offered, her voice soft. "Or looking at it from a completely different angle."

I stared at her. She wasn't offering advice on numbers, but on the frustration itself. It was such a typical Elisa thing to say – simple, grounded. And surprisingly, it didn't annoy me. It made sense. She saw the problem, not just the persona. "Maybe," I murmured, my gaze returning to the baffling report. The very idea of 'stepping away' was foreign, but the suggestion held a quiet logic.

She didn't push. She simply nodded, a small, understanding gesture, and walked to a table a few rows over. The interaction was brief, almost mundane. But it wasn't hostile. It wasn't dismissive. It was… a quiet acknowledgment. She saw my struggle, not just my facade. And for the first time, I hadn't felt the need to immediately rebuild my walls around her. It was a subtle opening, a fragile thread of understanding. And for me, that was a truly significant, even unsettling, development.

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