Since getting pregnant, every time Melody Yoody has met with John Brown, she's never fully enjoyed it. She always has to be cautious, making her feel quite uncomfortable. This time, she finally gets to truly be with John Brown and is eager to make up for all she missed during these days.
Women, especially pregnant women, often experience strong needs around three or four months. Melody Yoody is just like that. She's been missing John Brown terribly and craving a moment of indulgence with him. So despite having other tasks today, upon seeing John Brown, she couldn't help but send others away and seek him out.
However, both of them know, even if they can do it now, it can't be too intense. Especially John Brown, he has to control himself, not going too deep and not using too much force. This situation leaves Melody feeling neither here nor there, quite frustrated.
But something is better than nothing. Finally, Melody feels satisfied through John Brown's efforts and then lets him go.