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Chapter 15 - Horizons of the Wolf

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Eddard Stark

The late afternoon sun cast long shadows through the windows of Winterfell's Great Keep, painting golden stripes across the worn surface of Ned's desk. The solar held the comfortable silence of routine, broken only by the scratch of quill against parchment and the occasional whisper of papers being shifted. These quiet moments had become precious to Ned, offering space to observe the changes in his household - particularly in Jon.

The boy's gradual emergence from grief had been like watching winter ice slowly yield to spring thaw. Where once Jon had kept to the shadows of Winterfell's halls, now his voice could occasionally be heard joining Robb's laughter in the training yard, or answering Arya's endless questions about swordplay. Small victories, perhaps, but ones that made Ned's heart lighter with each passing day.

The creak of the solar's heavy oak door drew Ned from his thoughts. Maester Luwin entered, his chain clicking softly with each measured step, a scroll held carefully in his weathered hands. The red wax seal caught the sunlight, the proud stag of House Baratheon clear against the parchment.

"What's this, Maester Luwin?" Ned asked, setting aside the ledger he'd been reviewing.

The old maester's eyes crinkled with familiar warmth as he approached the desk. "I haven't read it, my lord, though I suspect it pertains to the approaching fifteenth anniversary of Robert's ascension to the throne."

Fifteen years. The words hit Ned like a punch, stirring memories he kept carefully buried. Lyanna's face swam before his eyes, pale against the blood-stained sheets, her voice weak but insistent. *Promise me, Ned. Promise me.*

"Where did all the time go?" Ned murmured, more to himself than to Luwin.

The maester smiled gently. "Time is like the snow, my lord - it falls softly, day by day, until we look up to find ourselves neck-deep in years."

With a quiet sigh, Ned broke the seal and unrolled the parchment. As he read Robert's familiar bold scrawl aloud, his voice grew heavier with each line. The tournament would be grand, as befitting such an anniversary - jousts, melees, archery contests, seven days of feasting and celebration in King's Landing.

"Seven hells," Ned muttered, letting the scroll fall to his desk. He rubbed his temples, feeling the familiar weight of obligation settling across his shoulders. Fourteen times he'd declined similar invitations, each refusal easier than the last. But now...

His eyes drifted to the window, where he could see Jon crossing the courtyard below. The boy moved with that careful precision he'd adopted since White Harbor, as if afraid of taking up too much space in the world. But there was Arya, darting out from behind a barrel to ambush him, and for a moment, Jon's guard dropped as he caught her up in a playful spin.

"What are your thoughts, Maester Luwin?" Ned asked, turning back to the older man. "You've spent more time teaching Jon than any of us these past weeks."

Luwin stepped closer to the window, his chain chiming thoughtfully. "The boy has a quick mind, sharper than ever since..." he paused delicately, "since White Harbor. But he's like a sword that's been tempered too quickly - strong, yes, but in danger of becoming brittle if not properly cared for."

The maester's eyes followed Jon's progress across the yard, where he was now demonstrating proper sword grip to an attentive Arya. "Of all your children, my lord - and yes, I count him among them - Jon has always been the one most eager to learn, to understand. Perhaps..." he stroked his chain absently, "perhaps new horizons might help him find his way back to himself."

Ned watched as Jon corrected Arya's stance, noting how his son's shoulders remained tense even in this moment of relative peace. The ghosts of White Harbor still haunted him, as clear as the mismatched eyes. A month or two in the South, away from the heavy memories of the North - it might be exactly what Jon needed.

"He's been spending more time with Benjen," Ned observed, thinking aloud. "Not so eager to take the black as he once was."

"Indeed," Luwin agreed, a hint of satisfaction in his voice. "Your brother has a way of showing the boy that there are more paths in life than those we first set our hearts upon."

Below in the courtyard, Jon had finished his impromptu lesson with Arya. As he walked away, Ned noticed his son pause to help a stable boy with a heavy load of hay - a small kindness, but the sort that reminded Ned so strongly of Lyanna it made his chest ache.

"Perhaps," Ned said slowly, reaching for a fresh piece of parchment, "it's time we showed him more of the realm he might one day serve." He dipped his quill in ink, considering his next words carefully. "After all, there are some lessons that can't be learned from books alone."

Luwin's eyes sparkled with approval. "Shall I begin making preparations, my lord?"

Ned nodded, already composing the response to Robert in his mind. "Yes, but quietly for now. I'll need to speak with Catelyn first, and then..." he glanced out the window one last time, watching Jon disappear into the armory. "Then we'll see how Jon feels about a journey south."

The maester bowed slightly and moved toward the door, his chain singing its metallic song. He paused at the threshold, turning back with an expression of gentle concern. "My lord? Remember that even the strongest steel needs time to find its proper shape."

Ned smiled faintly at the metaphor. "Aye, Maester Luwin. That it does." As the door closed behind the maester, Ned returned to the letter, Robert's bold script swimming before his eyes. Fifteen years since the rebellion, since Lyanna, since promises made in a tower of blood and roses. Perhaps it was time to stop running from the ghosts of the past and face whatever future the gods had in store for them all.

Night

The evening candles cast a warm, intimate glow across the bedchamber, their flames dancing against the ancient stone walls of Winterfell. The hour was late, and beyond their windows, winter winds whispered through the godswood, carrying the promise of coming snows. Inside, wrapped in furs and each other's warmth, Ned and Catelyn lay entwined, their breathing having settled into the peaceful rhythm that followed lovemaking.

Catelyn hummed softly, her auburn hair spilling across Ned's chest like liquid copper in the candlelight. Her fingers traced absent patterns against his skin, following the familiar map of old scars. 

Ned cleared his throat, the sound surprisingly loud in the quiet room. "Robert is holding a tourney," he said, his voice low and measured. "For the anniversary of his coronation."

The humming stopped. Catelyn lifted her head, her Tully-blue eyes sharp with sudden interest. "And you're telling me this because...?" She studied his face with the careful attention of a woman who had spent years learning to read her often-taciturn husband. "You've refused all the others."

"Aye," Ned agreed, his hand continuing its gentle path along her spine. "That I have."

"What's changed?" Her voice carried that particular tone she used when she already suspected the answer but wanted to hear him say it. She shifted slightly, propping herself up on one elbow to better see his face in the flickering light.

Ned drew a deep breath, knowing the delicate ground he was about to traverse. "I think we should attend this one. All of us."

Catelyn's body tensed almost imperceptibly against his. Her expression flickered between confusion and something harder to name, like sunlight catching on ice. "Why now? Why humor Robert's pageantry after all these years?"

"My father..." Ned began, his eyes finding a fixed point on the ceiling as memories surfaced. "He always said the North was too isolated for its own good. It's why he sent me to the Vale when I was but six namedays old. Where I met Robert." He paused, remembering the boy who became his brother in all but blood. "Where I learned there was more to the realm than just our corner of it."

"This isn't about Robert," Catelyn said quietly, her voice carrying that edge of knowing that came from years of marriage. "Or your father's wisdom." She sat up further, the furs falling away from her shoulders. "This is about the boy, isn't it?"

The way she said it - *the boy* - carried years of complicated feelings, none of them warm. Ned met her gaze steadily, refusing to look away from the hurt and resignation he saw there. "This is about our children," he said carefully. "Sansa dreams of the South, of its songs and stories. This would be a chance for her to see it firsthand."

"And the others?" Catelyn's voice remained controlled, but her fingers had stopped their gentle tracing, now resting still against his chest.

"Robb could make connections with the other great houses. He'll be Lord of Winterfell one day - those relationships could prove valuable." Ned's lips quirked slightly. "And Arya... well, perhaps she might find a boy who catches her eye."

A short, surprised laugh escaped Catelyn, breaking some of the tension. "Arya? She's more likely to fall in love with a sword than any boy, be he noble or common."

"Aye," Ned chuckled, the sound rumbling in his chest. "That she is." He reached up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, his touch gentle. "I would like to go, Cat. I think it would be good for all of us to see something beyond these walls."

The unspoken hung between them for a long moment before Catelyn voiced it, her tone cooling like the night air beyond their windows. "Will the boy be coming with us?"

"Yes." Ned didn't hesitate, though his hand stilled in its caress.

Catelyn drew away slightly, though she didn't leave the bed. "Rickon is only three," she said, her voice carrying the weight of maternal concern. "The road to King's Landing is long and not without its dangers."

"He's old enough," Ned countered gently. "And he'll have his mother to watch over him." He reached for her hand, entwining their fingers. "The whole realm will be there, Cat. All the great houses, showing their strength and their children. We should be there too - the North, standing proud alongside the rest."

Silence stretched between them, broken only by the soft crackle of candles and the distant howl of wind. Catelyn's thumb moved absently against his palm, a thoughtful gesture he'd come to recognize over their years together. Finally, she sighed, a sound that carried resignation rather than defeat.

"You've already decided," she said, not quite a question.

"I've decided to discuss it with you," Ned corrected, drawing her back down against his chest. "Nothing is certain until we both agree it's what's best for our family."

She settled against him, her breath warm against his skin. "And you truly believe this is what's best? Taking all of us south, including..." she paused, then continued with careful neutrality, "...including Jon?"

"I do," Ned said softly, his voice carrying the weight of thoughts he couldn't share, of promises made in a tower that still haunted his dreams. "I believe we all need to see more of the world we live in. Even if that world isn't always what we wish it to be."

Catelyn was quiet for a long moment, her fingers resuming their gentle patterns against his chest. "We'll need to begin preparations soon. The children will need new clothes - they can't appear at court in Northern wool and furs. And the household will need to be arranged in our absence..."

Ned smiled in the darkness, hearing the acceptance in her planning. He pressed a kiss to her temple, breathing in the familiar scent of her hair. "Thank you," he murmured.

"Don't thank me yet," she warned, though her voice had softened. "You'll be the one telling Arya she needs to pack proper dresses."

A genuine laugh escaped him then, echoing off the stone walls. "Perhaps we should send her to King's Landing in armor instead. It might be safer for all involved."

Catelyn huffed out a reluctant chuckle, settling more comfortably against him. The candles burned lower, casting longer shadows across their chamber as the night deepened around them. 

Jon Snow

The godswood lay shrouded in winter's nocturnal silence, broken only by Jon's labored breathing and the soft crunch of snow beneath his feet. The steam from his breath mingled with the mist that perpetually clung to this sacred grove.

With a sudden, explosive movement, Jon lunged forward and drove his fist into the ground. The impact sent snow exploding outward in a crystalline burst, revealing the frozen earth beneath. The crack of his knuckles breaking against the hardened soil barely registered before steam hissed from his damaged hand, the bones knitting themselves back together with an unsettling efficiency that had become almost mundane to him now.

He flexed his healed fingers, watching the last wisps of steam curl away into the darkness. This raw strength that coursed through his veins. Perhaps he didn't even need the power Ymir spoke of, this "Attack Titan" that lurked somewhere in his blood. His current abilities already set him apart more than he'd ever wanted.

The word "Eldian" whispered through his mind like a half-remembered dream. He'd scoured every tome in Winterfell's library, spent countless hours poring over ancient texts until Maester Luwin had found him asleep among the scrolls. But nowhere, in all the recorded histories of Westeros, had he found even a whisper of that strange word. When he'd carefully broached the subject with the maester, Luwin's puzzled frown had only confirmed what Jon already suspected - whatever an Eldian was, it wasn't of this world.

The crunch of approaching footsteps pulled Jon from his brooding thoughts. He turned around, knowing it was someone from his family. His uncle emerged from between the trees like a shadow given form, his black ranger's cloak making him seem part of the darkness itself.

"What brings you to the godswood at this hour, nephew?" Benjen's voice carried both warmth and concern, his breath frosting in the cold air.

Jon met his uncle's searching gaze. "How did you know where to find me?"

"I went to your chambers first," Benjen replied, moving closer. "When you weren't there, well... you've always been drawn to this place when your thoughts trouble you." He paused, studying Jon's face with those keen Stark eyes that seemed to see too much. "Like your father before you."

"I needed time to think," Jon said.

Benjen's frown deepened, the expression making him look more like Ned than ever. "You know you can share your burdens with me, Jon. Whatever weighs on your mind..."

"There's nothing to share," Jon cut him off, perhaps too quickly. The lie felt bitter on his tongue, like the taste of copper and steam.

"Nothing?" Benjen moved closer, his voice gentle but insistent. "Then why do you stand here in the dead of night, wearing that same expression your father wore when he returned from the Tower of Joy?" He reached out, laying a gloved hand on Jon's shoulder. "If you're worried about me telling Ned-"

"Swear it," Jon interrupted, his voice suddenly urgent. "Swear before the heart tree that what I show you stays between us."

Benjen's expression grew solemn as he turned to face the ancient weirwood. Its carved face seemed to watch them with knowing eyes, red sap glistening like fresh blood in the moonlight. "I swear by the old gods and the new, what passes between us this night will remain our secret."

The sound of steel sliding against leather cut through the night as Jon drew his dagger. Before Benjen could react, he drew the blade across his palm in one swift motion. Blood welled up, black in the moonlight, and began to steam.

"Jon!" Benjen's shout echoed through the godswood as he lunged forward, but Jon stepped back, holding up his bleeding hand.

"Watch," he commanded softly, his mismatched eyes reflecting the moonlight like cat's eyes in the darkness.

Together, they watched as steam rose from the wound in delicate tendrils, dancing in the cold air like the ghost of summer's warmth. Before Benjen's widening eyes, the flesh knit itself back together, leaving only a smear of blood on otherwise unmarked skin.

The silence that followed was absolute, as if the godswood itself held its breath. Even the eternal whisper of wind through weirwood leaves seemed to have stilled. Benjen stared at Jon's healed palm, his face a mask of conflicting emotions - shock, concern, and something that might have been awe.

"How long?" he finally managed, his voice barely more than a whisper.

"Since before White Harbor," Jon admitted, wiping the blood away with snow that melted instantly. "But it's more than just healing. I'm stronger now, faster. And sometimes..." he trailed off, unwilling to speak of the gaps in his memory, of the giant footprints found in the woods near White Harbor.

Benjen reached out slowly, taking Jon's healed hand in his own. His ranger's calluses caught against Jon's smooth palm as he examined it. "This is why you've been reconsidering the Wall," he said. It wasn't a question.

"Partly," Jon admitted. "But also because of what you said about honor being more than just sacrifice. About Wylla..." his voice caught on her name, still raw after all these weeks.

"The gods have marked you for something, Jon Snow," Benjen said softly, still holding his nephew's hand. "Whether it's the old gods or new ones I've never heard of, I cannot say. But this gift - or curse - it wasn't given without purpose."

Jon pulled his hand away, turning to face the heart tree. Its carved face seemed different now, almost knowing, as if it had been waiting for this moment. "What am I supposed to do with it? Where am I supposed to go?"

"That's what you need to discover," Benjen said carefully. "The world is larger than the Wall, Jon. Larger than the North itself. Perhaps it's time to look beyond the boundaries we've set for ourselves."

There was a moment of silence between them. Jon wasn't sure what to think anymore. Before he met Wylla, his future was so clear to him: join the Night's Watch and earn his honor, but Wylla had cracked the shell around him and revealed to him the sweetness that love can give and the bitterness. One who holds love for someone else earns the risk of bearing hatred one day.

"Will you tell him?" Jon asked finally, his voice small against the vastness of the night, barely louder than the whisper of wind through weirwood leaves.

Benjen shook his head, his black ranger's cloak rippling like a patch of midnight come to life. "I swore before the heart tree. Your secret is safe with me." He paused, then added softly, "But Jon? Whatever this is, whatever you become - remember who you are. You're a Stark, even if you don't bear the name. That will never change."

Jon nodded, feeling something tight in his chest loosen slightly. 

Eddard Stark - Tomorrow

Ned Stark sat at the high table, his eyes moving thoughtfully across the assembled faces of his family. The morning light caught in Jon's dark curls as he leaned close to Arya, demonstrating something with his hands that made his little sister's eyes spark with interest. Nearby, Robb and Theon had their heads bent together, their hushed conversation punctuated by meaningful glances toward one of the female servants.

The weight of the decision sat heavy in Ned's chest as he exchanged a look with Catelyn, then glanced at Benjen, who was attacking his breakfast with a ranger's efficiency. The scratching of utensils against bowls filled the comfortable silence until Ned cleared his throat, the sound carrying an authority that drew every eye in the hall.

"Everyone," he called. The various conversations died away, leaving an expectant hush. Even the servants stilled their movements. "Yesterday, I received a scroll from King Robert. He's planning a tourney in King's Landing, to celebrate the fifteenth anniversary of the Baratheon dynasty."

The reaction was immediate and varied as summer and winter. Sansa and Jeyne Poole erupted in barely contained squeals of delight, their hands clasping together in girlish excitement. "Please, Father," Sansa burst out, her Tully-blue eyes shining, "please say we can go South!"

"Sansa," Catelyn's voice carried the sharp edge of reproach. "A lady does not squeal like a common kitchen maid."

Ned's lips curved into a gentle smile, the expression softening the solemn planes of his face. "I have decided," he said, pausing as the tension in the room grew palpable, "to accept the invitation."

The great hall erupted in a chaos of reactions. Sansa and Jeyne's barely suppressed excitement broke free in a flutter of clasped hands and breathless exclamations about southern knights and courtly fashion. Robb maintained a lord's composure, but his eyes danced with poorly concealed enthusiasm as he straightened in his seat. Jon's expression shifted through a complex series of emotions, settling into something unreadable.

Arya's groan of dismay echoed off the stone walls, her face scrunching in preemptive disgust at the thought of southern propriety. Beside her, Bran had launched to his feet on his chair, practically vibrating with excitement as he loudly proclaimed his hopes of meeting the legendary Ser Barristan Selmy. Little Rickon, sweet summer child that he was, looked around in confusion at his siblings' varied reactions.

"Maester Luwin," Ned's voice cut through the commotion, "Benjen will serve as Lord of Winterfell until our return."

The maester's chain clinked softly as he turned to face Lord Stark, surprise evident in the arch of his eyebrows. "My lord, you mean to take the entire family?"

"Will we be the only Northern house represented?" Jon's question came quietly.

Luwin stroked his chain thoughtfully, the metal links chiming softly. "I suspect House Mormont will send representatives, among others. The North cannot appear absent at such a significant gathering."

Ned turned to Jory Cassel, his captain of guards, who stood attentively by the hall's great doors. "Gather fifty of our best men, Jory. We'll need provisions, horses, and wagons prepared for the journey south."

"We'll show those southern knights what true Northern steel looks like, won't we, Jon?" Robb's voice carried across the hall, bright with anticipation. His words drew a ghost of a smile from his half-brother.

Theon's face had fallen as the implications of the announcement sank in. Before he could retreat into sullen silence, Ned addressed him directly. "You'll be joining us as well, Theon." His tone grew stern as he added, "Though I expect you to comport yourself with the dignity befitting a ward of House Stark."

Theon shouted 'Yes' like a little kid, while Jon smiled. He didn't know what to expect from the South, but perhaps he could find something worth more than adventure. A Purpose.

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