Season: Autumn
Weather: Partly cloudy with scattered showers
Day of the week: Saturday
Date: 16th March, 2024
I managed to stand and walk today. It hurts, but at least I don't need the wheelchair to take me to the toilet.
I also had a long shower and scrubbed my skin red. The nurse had a hard time stopping me from scrubbing any further. I only stopped when I heard Chef's voice outside calling me.
It was so nice to be hugged. Chef hugged me and cried and let me hug him and cry. He apologised for not realising what his son had been doing to me and I just snuggled into Chef's embrace where I fell asleep for a bit. I hadn't been sleeping too well the past few days.
When I woke up, Chef fed me and tried to be cheerful, but tears kept dripping down his cheeks, which in turn, made me cry again. In the end, the two of us crying people fed each other, trying to comfort one another. That is until the police came to take Chef away, making me cry even harder and try to cling to him.
Chef is in trouble for nearly killing his son after coming home to find me in the state I had been, squashed under his drunk son. I guess I won't be able to rely on him for a few months.
It makes me so mad. So angry. Chef was only protecting me. Why did he have to suffer?
The woman sent by the dark shadow lord informed me that her boss would be coming to visit after he finished dealing with some complicated business. My two bosses haven't been informed yet. The dark shadow lord is trying to keep this from them for a little longer. Likely because he knows he is going to get beaten up by my two bosses.
Thinking about the confusing and complicated relationships we all have now, much as I want to see them and receive hugs, I also don't want to see them again. Everything had become so complicated and they didn't like me or want me anymore. I didn't know what to do with myself. My current situation is too shameful to talk about.
Talking to people is just tiresome, frustrating and ineffective. There is no need to talk.
No. I don't want to have to deal with it. Other people could deal with it. I just want to find somewhere quiet to sit by myself.
Maybe not today, but some time soon, I need to find a way to get some clothes and leave the hospital. I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't want anymore visitors.