June 23rd, overcast.
Today, I had another huge fight with my mom, and it's been a long time since I had any contact with the outside world. They smashed my phone and called me a pervert, they called me unfilial, and I cried as I apologized, but they didn't listen.
June 26th, clear.
They treat me like a monster, so I laughed. I want to pack my things and leave; I won't stay in this home anymore!
September 25th.
They say causality is the law of the birth, cessation, and change of things; is this my past cause then?
October 29th, raining.
They think I can't sleep because of the pressure of studying, but I can't sleep because I'm scared!
I hate the way they look at me; we're supposed to be a family, so why do they look at me with those eyes!
She said she sent me to that place to get electroshocked for my own good!
Having strangers take me away! They locked me up in that hellish place for two months, making me live a life that's neither human nor ghostlike!
