Quiet Mountain Year 6786, Month 14, Day 2
They have always been curious about what my nightmare is.
They say there is no pattern, that after all these years they still cannot understand it.
How am I supposed to explain it?
Perhaps it is that whatever I want, I cannot get. Whatever I want to do, I cannot accomplish. I am forever forced to settle for second best, forever manipulated by the Demon Game.
I often question the version of myself in the mirror. Do you still belong to yourself?
…
Quiet Mountain Year 6787, Month 13, Day 20
So gods and demons really do exist outside the Demon Game.
…
Quiet Mountain Year 6788, Month 1, Day 7
Among demons there are Oak Owls, Vineborne, and elves.
How do they view our pain?
…
Quiet Mountain Year 6789, Month 11, Day 19
Frost Deer guessed my nightmare. She asked why I am always so calm.
I told her that any form of pain is a reward granted to the observer.
…
Quiet Mountain Year 6790, Month 15, Day 16
