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Chapter 794 - Chapter 792: A Lifelong Lesson

"Things should be seen as two sides of the same coin."

"For Joel, he longs for adventure, but deep down, he's always lacked a sense of security. That's why he stays in his comfort zone, quietly watching from the sidelines."

"He noticed Clementine immediately."

"Her boldness, her passion, her flamboyance, her freedom, her untamed spirit—all of it drew his gaze like flames, impossible to look away from, a natural attraction."

"But Clementine has always been searching for security. Like a bird with no feet, always flying and never able to land, because landing would mean the end of her life. She can only find brief moments of rest in the wind's embrace."

"When she noticed Joel's gaze, she felt warmth and safety. Almost instinctively, she moved closer to him."

"Two souls, completely different, seeking the missing pieces of themselves in the other, tightly holding on, hoping to become whole."

"However…"

"This is where the tragedy lies."

"It's not a fate-bound tragedy like Romeo and Juliet, tied to something they can't escape. It comes from within."

"Joel can never quite keep up with Clementine's rhythm and energy. He instinctively tries to bind her, to pull her back into his safe harbor."

"Clementine, on the other hand, always resists any constraints, craving freedom and adventure. She cannot bear Joel's attempts to bind her, and so she escapes that harbor time and again to breathe fresh air."

"They both long for something they can't have but can never abandon who they truly are."

"To me, that's the real tragedy. In the end, what defeats us is often ourselves—not family, not society, not financial crises, not even marriage, but the lifelong challenge of confronting ourselves."

"That's why every time they meet, they're drawn to each other, an instinctive longing. But every encounter ends the same way: in tragedy."

"Like moths to a flame."

"This is what Charlie's scripts are always trying to explore, trying to dig into. The source of every person's tragedy is often themselves, and the one who imprisons and binds us is still ourselves—a shadow we can never escape."

He spoke at length, rambling on.

Anson didn't even realize that once he started talking, he couldn't stop. All the thoughts in his head over the past few days poured out.

This is why he loves Charlie Kaufman's scripts. It's also why he loves Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It's not just about love or tragedy—it's about reflecting on life itself. Charlie's scripts have a power to them, stronger even than the visuals of the film.

But, when actors and directors collaborate, they can make that script shine with unbelievable brilliance.

Then…

Anson noticed Kate's gaze. She was calmly and steadily looking at him, her eyes fixed on him.

Anson, feeling slightly uncomfortable, cleared his throat softly. Standing in front of "Ruth"—Kate Winslet—he found himself unusually flustered.

But he gathered his courage and looked back at Kate.

A smile appeared on Kate's lips. "I like you."

Completely out of the blue.

Anson froze, his heart skipping a beat.

Kate's smile grew wider. "I hope you don't take offense at my earlier nonsense. I'm serious—I like you."

"I like your charm, and now, I also like your professionalism as an actor."

Ha.

Kate's smile bloomed like a rose on a glacier, proud and radiant.

"If that's the case, then the ending is a tragedy, isn't it?"

"Clementine can never be bound, and Joel will never dare take that step and spread his wings. Even if they meet countless times, they'll always end in tragedy, like an endless Möbius strip."

"So, does Charlie believe in love, or doesn't he?"

Anson thought about it and believed that, at his core, Charlie doesn't believe in love. It's not because he has something against love, but because at heart, he's a pessimist. Not just about love, but about life and everything else. Deep down, he believes the universe ends in endless darkness.

You only need to look at Charlie's later career as a writer and director to see it.

But for now, Charlie hadn't yet gone that far. Although Eternal Sunshine has a tragic tone, the movie still ends on a hopeful note.

Rather than a typical Hollywood happy ending, it's more like a seed left behind, waiting for hope and dreams to take root.

At this point in his life, Charlie still hoped for miracles in the real world, to prove his pessimistic thoughts wrong—that love still has hope, and life still has meaning. It's almost like a heartfelt prayer.

Anson thought for a moment and gave his answer.

"He wants to believe."

Kate looked curiously at Anson.

Anson carefully chose his words, recalling the script's current state.

"Actually, the script's ending is already written. What's troubling Charlie is the climax in the third act, where the story and characters peak. He's been rewriting it over and over."

"Charlie envisions that in the last of Joel's fading memories, he finally finds a place where a trace of Clementine still exists."

"In that place, Clementine is constantly calling out for Joel to come to Montauk."

"So…"

"At the end, Joel finally takes that step. He bravely leaves his comfort zone, breaking away from his routine, and catches a train to Montauk."

At that moment, Anson and Kate were on a platform headed west to Manhattan; the opposite platform, where Kate had just disembarked, led east towards Montauk—the farthest point on Long Island. There, at the end of the island, was a lighthouse. 

For Joel, it wasn't the end of the world, but it was still an adventure.

"And then, on the train, he meets his sun once again."

Anson finished, looking at Kate.

Kate slowly processed everything, her mouth gradually opening in shock. "You're saying their third meeting wasn't an accident?"

The first meeting was pure coincidence.

The second meeting was a chance encounter.

But the third meeting was Joel, after receiving a message from his memory, bravely leaving his comfort zone and creating their reunion.

They took fate into their own hands.

In that moment, all the romance and purity, all the heartbreak and sorrow, exploded and unfolded.

In other words, the beginning of the film is actually the ending, making the entire movie a circular narrative.

Kate shivered, unable to tell if it was from the cold or from the overwhelming thoughts storming in her mind.

She looked back at Anson.

She knew Anson wasn't just a pretty face, but now she realized she had underestimated him.

A pretty face?

Ha! Don't let his youthful good looks fool you—otherwise, you'll be the fool, left hurt in the end.

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