"It's like a form of lingering death, so, I need a quick end!"
"I can't endure such lingering death, it's so cruel, I'll go crazy, so I force myself to have a quick resolution."
...
Xu Ai's eyes were moist as she gently stroked her head, "Da Qiao, have you truly given up?"
Qiao Xia closed her eyes, and a single clear tear rolled down.
Inside, she screamed wildly, I don't want to give up, don't want to abandon, but the reality is, she was powerless over everything.
Mu Liang had fallen in love with Gu Xixi, and they were going to get married.
No matter how hard she tried to win him back, it was laughable.
Mu Liang couldn't forgive her, loathed her.
"Back then I lost my memory. Mu Liang said, he wasn't afraid at all, even if I lost my memory, with his excellence, I would fall in love with him all over again. I scoffed at that, but later on, after I lost my memory, I truly fell in love with him once more."