Set in the Shadow Slave world...a time before Sunny was born...this story follows a simple soldier who must survive in a dystopian, apocalyptic landscape where magic and gun warfare collide.

In a far-off Quadrant known as North America, a young soldier named Hope is 16 years old when he gets infected by the Nightmare Spell. He passed! But...he feels a bit scammed...?

A flaw that makes him fade from people's memories...

A cursed attribute that makes him remember everything endlessly in eternal wakefulness...

It's as if the Spell is twisting his future and existence into an almost improbable one.

All he has ever known his purpose to be was to serve as a simple soldier. Not too powerful. But not so weak either. And maybe, just maybe like some others, become an Awakened. Although he never dreamt of being one.

Now that his whole life is compromised after his First Nightmare, his first objective is to survive on his own. But as he tries to escape his fate, his actions seem to lead him further from his goal. 

He struggles against obstacles that slowly grow bigger and out of proportion. 

Maybe the Dream Realm and the Real World aren't so different than one may think.

Hope's journey involves uncovering secrets and gaining knowledge about his true nature and his new role in the world.

Is he fit to be a hero?

Could he redefine it?

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Please read the READER DISCLAIMER in Volume 0.

This is my spin-off novel of "Shadow Slave" by Guiltythree. 

But please don't expect the same writing style, setting, and characters, especially the main character.

This story reveals more about how people/cities/governments operate after the Spell’s arrival. I always find it interesting how maybe one country handles it fairly, but how others handle it with desperation to the point that you question humanity.

There will be easter eggs pointing to the original novel either intentional for the plot or unrelated to it, but all for fun.
I am a new author so props to all who bear with me and helps me improve my writing. If it is not for you, please don't leave outright hate comments. Eat wassabi instead if you want pain. Critique and advice would be great too.

Cover Art: @ellieaedon

I will be posting on RoyalRoad.com and on AO3 for some people's preferences.

All I can say about my health is that insleeved intestines hurt like hell


I am planning to come back. I have an ending for volume one in mind. Lord be willing I even reach my maladaptive daydream volumes 2+ (side-eye to myself). 


And a new cover will definitely be replaced. 


But I understand that you readers don't owe me patience. This is quite underwhelming of my hiatus. But I plan hopefully this month I'll pick up again. (A small cliffhanger I left am I right? Haha…ha…) 


Just to remind again of somethings that the story will keep underlying dark tones. That is the aspect I like and may branch even deeper, maybe a bit bloody. Or maybe not depending on your definition on 'dark.'


But Hope. You are seeing what he's capable of and the potential of his character. If that's not your mc snd story and you're still here….uh why are you forcing yourself? If you want pain eat wasabi. Or okra…


Chapter 79 - coming back