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Chapter 7 - Chapter 7: Rock Bottom & Isolation

Three weeks later, Solrine stood in the empty shell of what used to be her apartment, watching the movers load the last of her furniture into their truck. Everything had to go—the lease termination meant she needed cash fast, and most of her belongings held too many memories anyway.

"You sure about the couch?" Nova asked, hovering in the doorway. "I could store it for you."

"I'm sure. Fresh start, remember?"

It wasn't entirely true. The couch was gorgeous, and she'd spent months saving for it. But fresh start sounded better than admitting she was broke and desperate.

The past few weeks had been a masterclass in how quickly a life could unravel. After the eviction notice, the consequences had cascaded like dominoes falling. Her gym membership was cancelled—too many complaints from other members. The boutique where she bought clothes asked her not to return. Her hairstylist's receptionist started claiming no available appointments whenever she called.

But the real wake-up call had come two days ago, when she'd tried to buy groceries and found a small crowd gathered outside the store, phones pointed at her, whispering and staring. Someone had recognized her from the videos, and within minutes, she was surrounded by people demanding to know why she'd attacked "that poor woman."

She'd left her cart full of food and driven home shaking.

"Where will you stay tonight?" her mother asked, signing the final paperwork with the landlord.

"Nova's offered her guest room again."

"I don't like you bouncing between places. Come home with me. You know there's always space."

The offer was tempting, but Solrine had learned that her presence brought trouble wherever she went. Two days at her mother's house had resulted in reporters camping outside, bothering the neighbors, even following her mother to work.

"I'll figure something out."

Her phone—the new one Aria had insisted on—buzzed with a notification. Someone had tagged her in another post about the incident. She'd tried staying off social media, but the mentions kept pulling her back in, like picking at a scab.

This one was a think piece titled "The Solrine Cavaliere Syndrome: When Privilege Meets Consequences." The author, someone she'd never heard of, had analyzed the "pattern of behavior" that led to her "inevitable downfall."

*"Cavaliere represents a certain type of modern woman—beautiful, entitled, used to getting her way through charm and sexuality. When that power was threatened, she resorted to violence, revealing the ugly truth beneath the glossy exterior."*

"Stop reading that garbage," Remi said, plucking the phone from her hands. "You're just torturing yourself."

"They're not entirely wrong, though."

"They're completely wrong. They don't know you."

But that was the problem, wasn't it? Maybe they did know her. Maybe this was who she really was—someone who solved problems with her fists, who couldn't handle adversity with grace, who brought chaos wherever she went.

The movers finished loading the truck, and suddenly the apartment felt cavernous and cold. Four years of her life reduced to a few boxes and a check that would barely cover her expenses for the next two months.

"Sol?" Aria appeared beside her. "The Realtor called. She found a small place in Riverside—it's not much, but the landlord doesn't do social media background checks."

Riverside. Forty minutes from downtown, in a neighborhood where nobody would recognize her. It felt like exile, but maybe that's exactly what she needed.

Her mother was still hovering, clearly reluctant to leave her alone. "Are you eating enough? You look thin."

"I'm fine, Mom."

"You're not fine. None of this is fine. My daughter is being forced out of her home by a mob of strangers who don't know the first thing about what really happened."

The protective fury in her mother's voice made Solrine's throat tight. She'd put her family through this, dragged them into her mess. Her mother had taken time off work to help with the move, had fielded calls from relatives asking uncomfortable questions, had endured pitying looks from neighbors.

"Maybe some distance will be good," Solrine said quietly. "Let things cool down."

"Distance from what? Your life? Your friends? Everything that matters?"

Everything that mattered. The phrase hung in the air between them. Because what did matter anymore? Her career was gone, her reputation destroyed, her privacy invaded. Even her friendships felt strained under the weight of constant crisis management.

Over the past month, her friends had rallied around her with fierce loyalty. Aria had researched legal options, Nova had provided endless emotional support, and Remi had offered to do increasingly illegal things to Melvine and David. But Solrine could see the exhaustion in their faces, hear the forced cheerfulness in their voices.

They were good friends, but everyone had their limits.

"The new place is furnished," Aria was saying, scrolling through photos on her phone. "Small, but it has good security. Gated community."

A gated community in Riverside. This was her life now.

Her phone rang—her mother's ringtone.

"Mom, you're standing right here."

"That's not my phone," her mother said, looking confused.

They all looked around until Remi found an old phone wedged between the couch cushions. David's number was on the screen.

"How does he even have this number?" Nova demanded.

"It's my old phone. I forgot I had it." Solrine stared at the buzzing device. "He's been calling for weeks."

"Don't answer it," Aria said immediately.

But curiosity won out. She swiped to accept the call.

"Solrine? Thank God. I've been trying to reach you—"

"David, you can't call me anymore."

"Please, just listen. Melvine wants to make a statement. She's ready to confess publicly, clear your name—"

"Why now?"

There was a long pause. "She's been getting threats. People found out where she works, and... it's gotten ugly."

Despite everything, Solrine felt a flicker of sympathy. She knew what it was like to be hunted by angry strangers.

"What kind of statement?"

"Everything. The whole truth about why she posted the video, about her obsession with me, about how you were just reacting to finding out what she'd done."

It sounded too good to be true. "What does she want in return?"

Another pause. "She wants to see you. To apologize in person."

"Absolutely not," three voices said in unison.

"I'm not interested in her apologies, David."

"Sol, this could fix everything. The media attention, the public opinion—"

"Nothing can fix this."

"That's not true. People love a redemption story. If the truth comes out—"

"The truth is that I lost control and attacked someone in public. That's not going to change."

"But the context matters. The reason you were angry matters."

Through the apartment window, Solrine could see the city spread out below her—millions of people going about their lives, most of whom would never know her name or care about her problems. The perspective should have been comforting, but instead it felt isolating.

"I need time, David."

"How much time?"

"I don't know. A lot of time. Time to figure out who I am when I'm not constantly defending myself or fighting someone or being someone's cautionary tale."

After she hung up, the apartment felt even emptier. Her friends and mother were watching her with concerned expressions, clearly wanting to help but not knowing how.

"You don't have to decide anything today," Nova said gently.

But Solrine was already thinking ahead, to the months of rebuilding that lay ahead of her.

The months that followed became a careful dance of survival and protection. Her friends and mother formed an impenetrable support network, taking shifts to ensure she was never alone during the worst of it. When angry mobs gathered outside the Riverside complex, Aria hired private security. When stalkers found her new address and started leaving threatening notes, Nova helped her move to different units within the same building. When her savings ran dangerously low, her mother quietly deposited money into her account despite Solrine's protests.

Remi became her designated "public face," handling all media requests and legal correspondence with unwavering determination. Nova coordinated the practical stuff—grocery deliveries, prescription pickups, anything that required Solrine to venture into public—with mechanical efficiency. Aria managed the digital side, monitoring social media for new developments and flagging the worst harassment to platform moderators, her law practice suffering as she devoted countless hours to Solrine's crisis.

They were amazing. Selfless. Exhausting.

By month two, the threats had escalated. Someone threw a brick through her apartment window with a note calling her a "violent whore." Her mother started staying over most nights, sleeping on the couch with a baseball bat nearby. The gated community's security had to be upgraded after someone tried to climb the fence.

By month three, Solrine could see the strain showing on everyone. Aria had dark circles under her eyes from staying up late researching legal precedents. Nova's mechanical efficiency never wavered, but there was something hollow in her eyes that hadn't been there before. Remi's normally vibrant energy had dimmed to a steady, determined resolve that looked more like duty than friendship.

Month four brought a different kind of exhaustion. The acute crisis had settled into a chronic condition. She was safe, fed, housed, and completely dependent on other people for her basic functioning. Her friends still rallied around her with fierce loyalty, but she could see the toll it was taking on all of them.

Her mother was the most devoted of all—constantly hovering, checking on her every few hours, treating her like an invalid who might break at any moment.

Four months and two days after the restaurant incident, Solrine sat in her sterile Riverside apartment, surrounded by evidence of how thoroughly her life had been managed by others. Aria's legal files covering the coffee table. Nova's carefully organized schedule of who was bringing dinner when. Remi's notebook full of media contacts and response strategies. Her mother's knitting project abandoned on the couch from the night before.

They were all so good to her. So devoted. So ready to sacrifice their own lives to keep her afloat.

And she was drowning anyway.

When they gathered that evening for their weekly "strategy meeting"—a tradition that had evolved from crisis management into general life planning—Solrine made her decision.

"I need some space," she said quietly, interrupting Aria's update on the latest legal developments.

"Space from what?" Nova asked, looking up from her tablet where she'd been coordinating next week's support schedule.

"From this. From all of you. From being managed and protected and discussed like I'm some kind of fragile exhibit."

The silence that followed was deafening.

"Sol, you don't mean that," Remi said carefully, though her voice carried the weight of her own exhaustion.

"I do. Just for a while. A week, maybe more. I need to figure out what comes next without everyone trying to fix me or protect me or manage the situation."

Her mother looked stricken. "Sweetheart, isolation isn't the answer. These past four months, we've all worked so hard to keep you safe—"

"I know. And I'm grateful. But I'm also suffocating."

"You can't just shut us out," Aria protested. "We're family."

"I'm not shutting you out permanently. I just need some time to remember who I am when I'm not constantly being rescued."

"And then what?" Nova asked. "You just disappear completely?"

"I don't know. But I know I can't keep doing this. I can't keep being the center of everyone's crisis intervention efforts. Look at yourselves—you're all exhausted. Remi, your marriage is falling apart and you're here managing my media responses. Nova, you're ignoring your own problems to coordinate my grocery deliveries. Aria, your practice is suffering because you're spending all your time researching ways to save me from myself."

The truth of her words hung heavy in the room.

"One week," she said finally. "Give me one week completely alone, and then we'll figure out what comes next."

It was a compromise, but they all knew it wasn't really about one week. It was about Solrine Cavaliere disappearing from her own life, at least temporarily.

"Where will you go?" her mother asked quietly.

"I don't know yet. Somewhere quiet. Somewhere I can think."

As the sun set over the city she was leaving behind, Solrine realized she was about to find out what happened when you stripped away everything that defined you—your career, your reputation, your support system, your very identity.

The thought terrified her.

But not as much as staying terrified her.

Maybe in the silence of complete solitude, she could figure out if there was anything left of Solrine Cavaliere worth saving. Or maybe she'd discover that the person she'd been was gone forever, and it was time to become someone entirely new.

Either way, she was about to find out.

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