Yun Jianchen patted Song Huanyan in admiration, "Well done."
Leaning on Yun Jianchen, Song Huanyan whispered softly, "Actually... I thought about a lot of things. I wondered, if those people attacked me, what would Geng Suinu do? Should I choose to die? Or should I keep on living? What if the kidnappers went through with their threats? I don't want to die. If I did, you'd definitely marry another woman, and Ni Xi and Jingrui would end up with a stepmother. Then they'd likely get a stepfather too, and their lives would be miserable... I thought, even if I were violated by Geng Suinu, I'd still survive—for the sake of our children, I'd live on. But what about you? Would you despise me? Would you divorce me? I'm not afraid of divorcing you; I can live well on my own. It's just... I don't know which child I'd choose if such a thing really happened. Should I choose my daughter or my son? I want to keep both children, but I know you won't let me have them both..."
