Yesterday, when he went to rescue Big Lu and Lu Er, he went with the mindset of facing death with equanimity.
At that time, he thought that as long as he could save the brothers, even if he died, it would be worth it.
But now, he no longer thinks that way.
He was convinced by Jing Shun.
He wants to go back and find his girlfriend.
He wants to take back his family's company.
He wants to make a comeback.
He hopes he can start over with his girlfriend and have a different life.
But if he dies here, he'll lose everything.
He'll never have a chance to turn the tables again.
He'll never see his girlfriend again.
He'll never get his company back.
He no longer has the heroic spirit of facing death with equanimity; his mind is full of nothing but unwillingness.
Big Lu and Lu Er surrounded him, crying and wailing about how sorry they were and how they implicated him.
He couldn't be bothered to say a word.
