“No… I won't.”
“Oh, petal, I wasn't asking. You WILL marry me.”
****

Dr. Kiyomi, a neurosurgeon rogue lycan, lives in & never leaves the human hospital— the safest place for her. That’s until a high-profile mafia surgery goes wrong and she’s blamed for it despite being on leave. 

Suddenly the limelight is on her, forcing her rare last name back into the memories of people who have long wanted her dead — the Bogdan Lycans. As if that isn't enough, the Ivanov Russian mob is after her with vengeance in their hearts. 

Scared, Kiyomi leaves the hospital pretending to be a night-shift male nurse — which works, only for her to be kidnapped at the hospital’s entrance, by the cruel lycan queen’s guards who drag her to the queen Sakura’s human home.
— — — 
Sakura Watanabe; the soulless crazy queen known to screw up everyone for fun. She ruins everything she touches and sucks the life out of everyone around her. She is bad, cruel, and a menace who does whatever she wants, however, and whenever she wants it.

When she hears of Dr. Kiyomi’s misfortunes, she is curious to see what will make that lycan break, and orders that Kiyomi be brought to her, so she can sign the infamous Sakura contract that always leaves the signee dead, dead and dead. 

What Sakura doesn't factor in is the fact that the woman who walks through her door is her soulmate. And even worse is the desire she gets to protect Kiyomi. Not one to relent in the hands of fate, Sakura forces Kiyomi to sign the oppressive contract.

What happens when Sakura's heart starts beating for Kiyomi, and she goes after everyone who hurt her soulmate? Will she cancel the contract and embrace love, or will she stay the stoic soulless queen with nothing to live for?

And even better, how long can Sakura fight fate?

She had always prided herself on being the strongest woman who couldn't be shaken, yet as she watched Kiyomi's fangs tear through her Erasthai's wrists, Tsuki held her breath.


She was not sure how long it took, but when she heard Lola gasp and come back to her, she was not sure how this was to work. Her mind went blank. Her eyes filled up once again with unshed tears.


She just sat there watching life return to Lola's eyes.


It was the first time she was seeing the woman truly, and she yearned for forever with the woman. But forever was just an illusion if her decisions for Sakura and the damn condition were something she was determined to see through.


She managed to breathe a sigh of relief, she wanted to say that this was the best thing for her, but Tsuki knew that there would never be a normal for the both of them.


Chapter 335 - Hold Me Back, Please, Right Here