Even if the starlight is distant, difficult to possess privately, I only hope it's not just the end in his eyes. I keep walking without daring to look back. I know you're not behind me.
"Mom, Dad, have you ever really thought about it? The path we've been walking is getting further and further away, gradually deviating from our true selves. We no longer clearly remember the kind of life we want. I'm not sure how long this kind of life will continue before it ends.
Every time I awaken, what I find is completely different from what I imagined, and in that moment, my heart aches. Even if I've given my all, I believe that with all I've given, I am guiltless. I am guiltless to the heavens, to the earth, to my parents, and to my own heart. But ultimately, the result I get is completely contrary to my efforts, and I never get the proportional returns for my efforts.
