Enduring the night's cold alone, the night is too cold.
"Yichen, I actually understand in my heart that I am also at fault for this matter. The blow it gave you was indeed significant, but do you know? After this happened, I felt so guilty and so regretful for choosing to trust him, for drinking with him. I believed he was a gentleman, that he wouldn't do anything beyond his character to me, but I wasn't careful enough, gave him an opportunity. This was my mistake. If you blame me, I have nothing to say, but please try to understand my position. Consider things from my standpoint. If this happened to you, how could you remain indifferent? If you watched your own husband ridiculing you coldly in front of your eyes, not even bothering to raise an eyebrow at you, would your heart feel at ease?
