Since my feelings can't compare, maybe I really have to give up.
Giving up is the most useless expression, but I have no other choice.
"Do you think I don't want to? All these years, I've been trying to make myself give up on you, forget you, not keep you in my heart anymore. But I've never been able to forget you. Do you know how desperate that feels? I want to start a new life, but your shadow and your smile haunt my mind every day. I can't make it go away.
I've waited for you for so many years for your sake, but what about you? You married early and had children, but I don't mind. I just want to have you!"
