I don't know where Xia Jing is, and my heart is burning with anxiety. I desperately want to find Xia Jing soon, longing day and night to be reunited with her. He silently thought in his heart, "Xia Jing, could you tell me where you are? I ask for nothing else, just to meet you once. Is that really so difficult?"
At that time, my heart was in distress. I realize now that I made a mistake, but the damage is done. I feel as if I've already faced punishment, but why does Xia Jing know that I miss her so much, yet she refuses to appear? I opened the window and shouted to the sky with a heart-wrenching cry, "Heavens, why do you treat me this way? If I have hurt Xia Jing and deserve punishment, I have already received it. So why are you helping Xia Jing hide from me? Why? Is it only when you see both Xia Jing and I suffering that you're satisfied? Just let me meet Xia Jing once, is it too much to ask? Ah..."
