"Actually, sometimes I still can't comprehend what kind of mentality you had when you lied to the family. When you chose to lie, did you ever think that family members might feel sad and distressed because of these things? Maybe you never did. Everything you did, and your mistakes may be forgivable, but the pain in others' hearts might be something you can never understand in this lifetime. I really regret it, and I am afraid, I'm afraid everything I did was in vain, I'm afraid that after giving my all, I only get repeated deception from my parents in return."
"You can't possibly understand the feeling of being deceived, abandoned, and repeatedly hurt by your own mom and dad. It's a kind of despair, deep pain and despair."
