Chapter 897 - Chapter 829: The Incomparable Human Heart (Extended Chapter)_13

Every night, I am at my most tranquil, but this doesn't mean I am truly at ease. In this state, my thoughts sometimes surge violently, like a black sea under the moonlight, calm on the surface, but with hidden currents beneath. I am always dreaming various dreams, always contemplating how I might return everything to its original state. Many times, I struggle to wake from these dreams, gasping in the thick night, getting a glass of water, and then going back to sleep. I am repeatedly entangled by nightmares, repeatedly startled awake from my own dreams, repeatedly afraid that the outcomes I achieve will not be what I desire. All of this pain was caused by your initial abandonment of me. Up till now, you have never considered how painful it is for me, your descendant. Everything you wanted was only what you thought was most worthy deep within your hearts.