Gu Xiaonuan actually hoped for better communication with Si Yuchen, but now she has just figured out her thoughts, and she doesn't want to do a thorough reckoning of past events at this time.
Perhaps, Gu Xiaonuan has her own thoughts, which is that she feels she still can't let go.
If she lets go, wouldn't she be the one who suffers loss in the end?
She doesn't want to do that, and she won't do that.
Gu Xiaonuan still hopes to separate past memories from her current life. She can't forget the past, but she also can't abandon her current life.
All problems are like this, with Gu Xiaonuan's efforts, there will definitely be results.
Gu Xiaonuan also believes she can successfully adjust the present and the past, and won't let these two issues continue to trouble her.
She's no longer the Gu Xiaonuan of the past, and besides, she has many matters that need to be dealt with.
